Nov 09, 2008 20:39
So over shittiness. Especially from people who are supposed to be my good friends. It just shows how much you really mean to someone if they are willing to give up a good friendship to date a douche. I would just like to say that no matter WHO I date, I am still just as antisocial as I am when I am single, hahaha.
Whatever. I miss living with Mary :( And the bebeeees. And dinners with Lisa. And Emma biting my shoes and Sadie knocking me over. I miss going to a real school and not Pima Community HIGH SCHOOL. I miss going to Lisa and John's for poker night! I miss Urban. I love Tucson but I really miss Phoenix. I think it's this time of year.
I should be so happy, I get to see Bane 4 nights this week, but I just can't stop thinking about how shitty people can be and call themselves my "friend". I guess I'm still really fucking excited. I love Bane and Banecations.
Cali will be good to get my mind off of things. And take a break from stupid work.
Life is crazy. I just want to get into the U of A and take fun classes... :( Obviously I am whiny right now. Monster Squad is still an awesome movie.
No matter how much I say that I've learned life's lessons,
the only way to ever really know life's lessons
is when it smacks you right in the face
(life smacks you in the face)
Rubberband stretched to the limit,
but still I cannot help but pull it just a little bit more.
Once again my whole world crumbles, walls cave in, i fall backwards.
Everything I know taken out at the knee.
Hands stuffed deep into my mouth
to keep from choking on the words that show
how much i know about knowing nothing at all
(I dont know anything at all)
I know that these days will have an end just like i know
that I'll be back again.
This place is awful, but its familiar.