Oh my god i flipped out !
Day after mike's 18th birthday ,greasey french fries that slide off my finger tips at 9 p.m the smell of plastic wrap from my new Cd's pitch on the cuff of my jeans from mike's uncles truck the multicolor beast that fits him so well.
I slept away half of my day telemarketers never giving me more then ten minutes to sleep away my hangover from last nights loft party .
I fell into sleep curled in his arms and awoke to nothingness,gone
I feel so confused about my life right now i am a junior with no guidance in life i just live independace but fear seeps from my pores i want to know where my life is going before i turn 18 I don't want to throw away my life i mean i want to be something do something with my life everything that seams to happen with you makes me so emotional i mean i flip out on you one day when you hurt me beyond recognition then other days i just want to to curl up and talk to you why am i so emotionally unbalanced jesus what is going on with me only 2 days till dashboard this is going to rock my world i can't wait we will be first another 24 hours ever concert i have ever gone to but 2 i have sat on the cold pavement through the time of drunken bars pouring onto the streets in my favorite city my love my strife ME
Portland
I slept away half of my day telemarketers never giving me more then ten minutes to sleep away my hangover from last nights loft party .
I fell into sleep curled in his arms and awoke to nothingness,gone
I feel so confused about my life right now i am a junior with no guidance in life i just live independace but fear seeps from my pores i want to know where my life is going before i turn 18 I don't want to throw away my life i mean i want to be something do something with my life everything that seams to happen with you makes me so emotional i mean i flip out on you one day when you hurt me beyond recognition then other days i just want to to curl up and talk to you why am i so emotionally unbalanced jesus what is going on with me only 2 days till dashboard this is going to rock my world i can't wait we will be first another 24 hours ever concert i have ever gone to but 2 i have sat on the cold pavement through the time of drunken bars pouring onto the streets in my favorite city my love my strife ME
Portland