~*~Do you believe our past lives lead to sandbox romances or drunken loves~*~
So today is just really weird so far i mean i feel like i am actually getting somewhere it is really fucked up i guess?
But Anyway i had a really bad night last night honestly i was at the verge and crossed the lines over tears from the span of 7:30 til about 4:00 why do i care about him he is such a jerk he doesn't care how i feel and all he seems to care about is himself ? could i have stumbled across something here??? but it really doesn't matter i wrote this out last night but i want to put it here just so people really know how i feel right know with this bull shit !
I feel: Pissed off,confused,distrot,sad,meloncoly,depressed,restrained,
emotional,powerless,scared,angry,furious,confused,betrayed,
curious,anxious,unaware,cautious,reflective,disimbodied,
i could go on but i decided to End with this but i have one more before i go Hurt
But Anyway i had a really bad night last night honestly i was at the verge and crossed the lines over tears from the span of 7:30 til about 4:00 why do i care about him he is such a jerk he doesn't care how i feel and all he seems to care about is himself ? could i have stumbled across something here??? but it really doesn't matter i wrote this out last night but i want to put it here just so people really know how i feel right know with this bull shit !
I feel: Pissed off,confused,distrot,sad,meloncoly,depressed,restrained,
emotional,powerless,scared,angry,furious,confused,betrayed,
curious,anxious,unaware,cautious,reflective,disimbodied,
i could go on but i decided to End with this but i have one more before i go Hurt