still loving you

[sorrowsofstone]

Swapped personal belongings with Cawer tonight. It wasn't easy. I tried so much to hate him today but I realised no matter who he ends up with, he'll always be my Cawer. I have so so so many regrets. I could have handled our relationship so much better. Just want everything to go back to the way it was before, when we were happy and carefree and in

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[anonymous]

To the one who blinded me:

Your pretty face seduced me
blinded me from how you used me
I walked the long way home
only to get hurt by you again
The longest glance, oh
what illusions did I have of you
A lone reflection splitting in two

You found all seven ways to keep me near
near within your reach
you sure knew how to harness love
but never made me more than want you
I'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me..
'Cause I am blinded no more

For the one who beleive in me:

I Look out the Window, I see the sun in the sky, for now,
it is not for me
Stories of old times, Black Book of Lies with no reason nor rhymes
No secrets, no disguise

Colour of the jealousy that hangs over thee
Why don't you believe, You still do not know me

Books of true tales, Mirrors of tragedy
Remorseful and pale
As always
These news travel fast

Walking cross snowfields, how can I trust in this path I leave
fading behind me
Pleading not guilty. It's in the nature of humankind
Installed in a manchild

Life can -do it in many ways, toss dirt on your face
But I am your man, and for you I do all I can

I'm still loving you ...