2 days...

[sorrowsinger]

2 days till my moms big day! ryan pulled out of a performance so looks like I'm going it alone. ...shit now I'm even more nervouse! in news up north, mason and aaron i guess are no longer friends or something which kinda makes me bummed cuz aarons a cool guy and when he chilled with me and mase we talked and agreed on alot of things and had some cool conversations. and now that him and mase arnt friends means I probably wont be hanging with him anymore since the only times i did, i was with mase as well. also, my dads thinking about becoming a liscenced physical strength trainer. He would be able to train people at teh gym or out of our house and its cool cuz he's always wanted to do this. Its his passion and he told me that it wouldnt be fair to tell ryan and I to follow our passion when he's not following his. down here today, moms best friend from long wisconsin came down and spent most of the day with us. last time I saw them was when I was 4 or 5 and I only remember my mom's friend's husband's name. My only memory of them is a christmas day when we went to IHOP and they gave me crash dummies toy cars that would burst apart if you hit them hard enough. so yeah it was kinda cool i guess. i wish stephanie could be out here for this cuz she's the only one of my girlfriends who's met my mom and my mom loves her. Its ok though, hopefully I'll be out there in AZ in a year or so. If anyone who likes hardcore/ screamo music hasnt heard teh new underoath CD, they seriously need to pick it up or burn it from a friend cuz it is one of the best CD's I've heard all year and sounds totally different form their last album. it more innovative and more diverse and totally rocks. here are some song lyrics from one of the songs I suggest you listen to first. some parts remind me of stephanie alot.

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

I heard a voice through the discord
A deluge of passersby
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by

I swear I'll know your face in the crowd
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another

Here's my kiss to betray
Desperate to brush the lips of grace
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied?

Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me
Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger
Hey unloving
I will love you
And will love you

Jesus I'm ready to come home
I'm ready to come
Jesus I'm ready to come home
Unfaithful
Ungraceful
And unloving
I will love you