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[sorrowsinger]

my brother is in such deep shit! He keyed 9 cars (but the cops say its 14) in hillsborough the day after my parents left for hawaii. The cops also said hte damage report was $30,000 for all the cars total. So my brother now has to serve 59 weekends in hillcrest. He couldnt hvae screwed up at a more worse time. Now I'm gonna feel the pressure of my parents cause they're gonna crack down on both of us when I didnt do shit! but I guess there's nothin I can do. just gonna have to ride the lighting for another year until I'm outta here! I hope to god I get into the art institute of phoenix. I really wnana go to this school cuz I wanna go to a school thats out of state but sort of close to the state I'm from and not way across the country. But I also dont wanna go to a school thats in my state. This school would be perfect for what I wanna do with my life. So everyone needs to cross their fingers for me to get in!! Wapred tour's a week away and my boss better let me off to go to it. speaking of work, I think I'm gonna quit this job cause with the way my life is going to be headed in the next few months I need a job that's gonna fit my schedule. Cuz If I really wanna get this band goin, I need not to work on sundays. And during school, I need to be able to work on the weekdays and at B-street I cant do that so I think I'm gonna give them my 2 weeks notice saturday. Parents coming back tomorrow and I'm not gonna be around for that cuz when the shit hits the fan, I dont wanna get it on my face if you know what I'm sayin.

later

P.S.
chorus from one of the best songs in the world

Do you care if I dont know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight?
will you think of me?
Will I shake this off and pretend its all ok?
that there's somoene out there who feels just like me.
There is.