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Gawd it sucks being hyper and pregnant! because you get so hyped up then you mood switches and you are more passionate about being pissed off! Poor allen, he doesn't know whether to snap back at me or just sit there confused when i get angry now, i have been getting annoyed more frequently. The poor dear i can't stand anyone hugging or touching me right now and he is a cuddly person. I about eat everything in the fridge yesterday! Later that evening i bothered allen to ask steve to loan us a couple bucks till tuesday. I hadn't the heart to tell allen it is because i can't stop eating and my cravings change ever few minutes. like today i cooked wonderful yummy bbque pork chops but then when i sat down to eat it....i gave it to allen and went and made me french toast with strawberry jam. Speaking of strawberries...i didn't know i could eat a pound of them by myself. I like this little thing called apetite. Sucks i have been having trouble sleeping. I keep dreaming/ flashbacking to when i was taking a bath and allison got the panic button stuck on my fathers keychain. It was funny at first but when i got upstairs allison was so scared she had done something completely aweful to tick off poopah (my father) I don't want that dream again, I wish i could put her in the past so it would stop hurting....she turned 3 june 27th....