May 15, 2004 20:41
i now know why i have been kinda down lately.....i have been thinking alot about the future....next year is gonna really suck.....first of all my bestest buddy in the whole wide world is leaving. i love all of my friends, but no one can take her place. i will be very lonely next year. i'll miss you brandy!
curtis, whom i think of as a big brother is also leaving. curtis always helps me with my problems, now he will be gone, it will really suck.
i think of aaron as a really good friend too, but im basically not aloud to talk to him. his mom doesnt like me. so i wont be able to talk to him much.
next year my brother is leaving, i will have the house to myself most of the time. it may sound like fun, but i will have no one to talk to. alot of my friends are graduating this year or next year. i will really miss them.
i have been thinking alot lately. i have come to an interesting question. Why have friends in high school, you most likely wont see them again after you graduate.
anyways, i have come to the conclusion that i am lonely. being single is great, you get to do whatever, whenever. but you do get lonely. i need to find someone to love me. i have lots of love but no one to give it to. hopefully i will find someone eventually.
i love all of my friends, i will never forget any of you. it will be really hard without you whom are leaving.
*Corinne, i am not mad at you, you have no reason to be sorry, if anything i should be. i love ya*
SINGLE = HAPPY+LONELY!