Ugh Summer
I feel like my summers get incredibly worse every time I come home.
My mom is going to be diagnosed soon with either or disease that will make her body useless and that terrifies her. Something is wrong with my blood sugar and such and I dread eating because of the nausea that follows every time. Work is so slow, there isnt as much business as there was last summer, I want to see Drew, but both of our schedules suck, and as of now, I dont know what I am going to do with my future with my moms approaching diagnosis.
And as all this goes on, I feel like my life is so boring. Last summer, we at least partied...not like I would be up for a party, I am about to turn 25...ugh.
I feel old.
I dont know whats up.....but it sucks whatever it is.
My mom is going to be diagnosed soon with either or disease that will make her body useless and that terrifies her. Something is wrong with my blood sugar and such and I dread eating because of the nausea that follows every time. Work is so slow, there isnt as much business as there was last summer, I want to see Drew, but both of our schedules suck, and as of now, I dont know what I am going to do with my future with my moms approaching diagnosis.
And as all this goes on, I feel like my life is so boring. Last summer, we at least partied...not like I would be up for a party, I am about to turn 25...ugh.
I feel old.
I dont know whats up.....but it sucks whatever it is.