Update and year in review
So I got the cash side of life covered a lot better then expected and my phone is on. As for the other depression... well, I'm getting better a lot sooner then expected. Since my last post, some one quickly proved themselves worthless, more drama got stirred up (but it's all gone now), and my knee has become it's little whiny bitchness once again. I've got some stable ground below me now, and I'm standing on it.
Also, on a good note, I might be taking one hell of a travel here soon. If my cuz can work it out for me, then I'll be going to Mn for the weekend, going down to Tn from Sunday to Wed., and then Wed. till Sat. going down to Fl. If this happens it's going to be so awesome, even with my phobia of flying.
I'd decided to do a look back at these past 12 months, just to see all that's happened in my life.
April 2004
Working at Dana B.
Went and saw Wolfsheim on the day that was to have been my wedding.
I started to have a limp from my right knee.
My Great Aunt passed on.
I got to see and meet Voltaire.
May 2004
Limping gets worse.
I go on medical leave from Dana B.
Start having to use crutches to get about.
River visits.
Ryan moves in.
June 2004
See the first specialist about my knee.
Go out and celebrate Ryan (belated) and my B-Day's.
Joined a group of dysfunctional, but good, people on a message forum.
Have to go to the e.r. for pain control.
Depression started to kick my ass.
Monitor catches fire in front of me.
July 2004
Get the m.r.i. done.
On lots of heavy meds.
Bitch out a lot of doctors.
The first thoughts of me having r.s.d.
Yearly Depression hits full swing and fades.
August 2004
Got diagnosed with r.s.d.
More meds.
Got my latest piercing.
Meds started working and the r.s.d. backed off.
Stopped useing the crutches.
September 2004
Get cellulitis in my left foot.
Slowly started rehabbing my right leg muscles.
October 2004
My mom dislocated 3 ribs.
Got to talk to Demond.
Stayed home and did nothing for halloween.
November 2004
Shanaar moved in.
Stopped taking the meds for the r.s.d.
My Great Uncle died.
Mom got into a head on accident on the Freeway.
It snowed here.
December 2004
Get my car registered in Cali.
River visits.
Ryan and I get into a car accident.
Saw Manson.
Celebrated Yule.
January 2005
Celebrated new years.
Crashed and burned from depression.
Ryan and I broke up.
Started going out to Perv.
February 2005
Got my car back.
Jay ripped my heart out.
March 2005
Went out to fl. to see River.
Sent Jay the final email.
An old friend got a hold of me.
The bane of Ash entered.
April 2005
Crashed all my emotions down.
Started talking with Ryan's friend Mike/Omega a lot.
Started willingly letting emotions back out.
Found out that what I'd been told about said mentioned friend (under March) was true.
R.s.d. started acting up again.
(* Going out to see Omega, Storm, and River)
So here I sit and look back over all that took place. I can't remember all of it, and I used a lot of my past posts in here to help me remember.
Also, on a good note, I might be taking one hell of a travel here soon. If my cuz can work it out for me, then I'll be going to Mn for the weekend, going down to Tn from Sunday to Wed., and then Wed. till Sat. going down to Fl. If this happens it's going to be so awesome, even with my phobia of flying.
I'd decided to do a look back at these past 12 months, just to see all that's happened in my life.
April 2004
Working at Dana B.
Went and saw Wolfsheim on the day that was to have been my wedding.
I started to have a limp from my right knee.
My Great Aunt passed on.
I got to see and meet Voltaire.
May 2004
Limping gets worse.
I go on medical leave from Dana B.
Start having to use crutches to get about.
River visits.
Ryan moves in.
June 2004
See the first specialist about my knee.
Go out and celebrate Ryan (belated) and my B-Day's.
Joined a group of dysfunctional, but good, people on a message forum.
Have to go to the e.r. for pain control.
Depression started to kick my ass.
Monitor catches fire in front of me.
July 2004
Get the m.r.i. done.
On lots of heavy meds.
Bitch out a lot of doctors.
The first thoughts of me having r.s.d.
Yearly Depression hits full swing and fades.
August 2004
Got diagnosed with r.s.d.
More meds.
Got my latest piercing.
Meds started working and the r.s.d. backed off.
Stopped useing the crutches.
September 2004
Get cellulitis in my left foot.
Slowly started rehabbing my right leg muscles.
October 2004
My mom dislocated 3 ribs.
Got to talk to Demond.
Stayed home and did nothing for halloween.
November 2004
Shanaar moved in.
Stopped taking the meds for the r.s.d.
My Great Uncle died.
Mom got into a head on accident on the Freeway.
It snowed here.
December 2004
Get my car registered in Cali.
River visits.
Ryan and I get into a car accident.
Saw Manson.
Celebrated Yule.
January 2005
Celebrated new years.
Crashed and burned from depression.
Ryan and I broke up.
Started going out to Perv.
February 2005
Got my car back.
Jay ripped my heart out.
March 2005
Went out to fl. to see River.
Sent Jay the final email.
An old friend got a hold of me.
The bane of Ash entered.
April 2005
Crashed all my emotions down.
Started talking with Ryan's friend Mike/Omega a lot.
Started willingly letting emotions back out.
Found out that what I'd been told about said mentioned friend (under March) was true.
R.s.d. started acting up again.
(* Going out to see Omega, Storm, and River)
So here I sit and look back over all that took place. I can't remember all of it, and I used a lot of my past posts in here to help me remember.