Annoyed.
I’m feeling really low right now, and I really don’t know why. Maybe it’s the meds I’m taking to calm my allergies, but whatever is going on I’m really blue.
A couple random things are really rubbing me the wrong way…
1. I shared a room with a girl in residence, and we were instant best friends. We had a great connection and got along splendidly. By the next year we shared a house, but our friendship went to shit. (I still don’t know why). Anyhow - So I saw her in the summer and she gave me her email for MSN. “How wonderful!”, I’m thinking. “We can rekindle our friendship!”. Riiight. So I add her to MSN, and she never shows up. Huh - guess I spelt her email wrong - oh well. Months and months later I send out my invitations to facebook - and of course it went to her ‘misspelled’ address. Low and behold - she accepts my invitation to facebook, but never adds me as a friend. Honestly I know this is childish, but I’m really annoyed. WTF!? We lived together for two years and halfway through those two years she just decided that she didn’t like me … when she added everyone else that we lived with!? Fuckit. I’m annoyed.
2. Rich and I were on a double date on the weekend and we had a miscommunication, and he snapped at me. I snapped back and then he hissed at me under his breath “I’m going to drop you off at home, if you keep this up.” Ex-fucking-cuse me!? I’m sorry … did I just hear what I thought I heard? “If you drop me off, then you better take a minute to pack up all your shit, because it’ll be the last time you set your eyes on me.” We didn’t talk for the next twenty minutes, much to the discomfort of the confused couple we were driving with. Later on he bought me a beer, and kissed my cheek. I guess that was his lame attempt at ‘I’m sorry’. We apologised, but as expected I’m letting my annoyance fester long past the due date.
3. I was out with a friend recently (who I always pay for, because she rarely has money) and she offered to treat for ice cream. Very flattered, I of course accepted. The bill came to $8ish +tax. Before I had a chance to take one spoonful of my dessert she snapped “You’re welcome, by the way”. I couldn’t believe it! I’ve paid for the past three times that we’ve been out - and she expects me to be overwhelmingly grateful for $4 worth of ice cream? Its not like I wasn’t grateful, and it wasn’t like I wasn’t going to say ‘thank you’, but I barely had a chance to walk away from the till before she snapped. Not cool.
4. To cheer myself up, and entertain myself … I thought I’d poke around on Facebook. Um yea - so the first name I randomly select from my friends list - my friend's new profile pick is her with Julia, Vince’s gf. Wicked… How fun and entertaining. *barf*
Ugh … the world is annoying.