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well, the wheel's of my life are finally beginning to turn again after a several month hiatus. such is my existance - i will remain stagnant and miserable with life until i am forced to move on and be content. but don't get too excited for me, i'm not there yet, but at least i can see that things are starting to happen.
as anyone who has attempted to recently contact me can tell, my cell phone is turned off. and i am considering leaving it that way. i have recently come to accept the fact that since i cannot handle any responsibility, i should not reep the benefits of one who could. therefore, if i cannot pay my cell phone bill regularly and on time, i will not allow myself to have one. additionally, it is for this same reason that i am also ridding myself of my car and moving into a place with the cheapest fucking rent possible. i'll move into a rathole for fuck's sake, as long as i know i can always make my rent, i'll be fine.
i'm finally learning to cope with my shortcomings...yet another way i know my life is moving again.
if anyone is desparate to talk to me, i can be reached at 904.887.6999...or is is 387.6999...hmm...just pick one, you'll find out which one's right.
in conclusion, i would just like to point out that i significantly miss the following people:
zoie
lauren
liz
shana
matt
cassi
dan
joe
noah
nick
as anyone who has attempted to recently contact me can tell, my cell phone is turned off. and i am considering leaving it that way. i have recently come to accept the fact that since i cannot handle any responsibility, i should not reep the benefits of one who could. therefore, if i cannot pay my cell phone bill regularly and on time, i will not allow myself to have one. additionally, it is for this same reason that i am also ridding myself of my car and moving into a place with the cheapest fucking rent possible. i'll move into a rathole for fuck's sake, as long as i know i can always make my rent, i'll be fine.
i'm finally learning to cope with my shortcomings...yet another way i know my life is moving again.
if anyone is desparate to talk to me, i can be reached at 904.887.6999...or is is 387.6999...hmm...just pick one, you'll find out which one's right.
in conclusion, i would just like to point out that i significantly miss the following people:
zoie
lauren
liz
shana
matt
cassi
dan
joe
noah
nick