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Not having the best day. Woke up from nightmares with a sore mouth... I must have been grinding my teeth worse than usual. Sometime on my way from dropping Jeff off at work, I hit a screw. It pierced my front passenger's side tire, but the tire stayed inflated. I know I shouldn't have, but I continued on to work in midtown and even back, and it still held. Thank you, Ronan.
And speaking of Ronan himself, I told him on Facebook that I named my first car after him and he actually replied! He seemed pretty amused by it. And it turns out there is another couple somewhere that did the same thing! There are two cars named after that man!
Work has been odd. A mix of happy and depressing and stressful. Happy because I like all the new people and I get to work with lotus0eater. Sad because Nick was verbally abused basically forced to quit in an awful way. And stressful because I've got my first serving shift tomorrow morning and I'm not feeling too confident. But I'll be surrounded by people who can help me, so I know I'm worrying more than I should.
My sister is going to have her baby soon. I feel guilty for not being around pretty much at all during this time, but at the same time, it sort of stresses me out just thinking about being there. That house is an enormous depression/anxiety trigger for me. Which is unfortunate, because my mom still lives there and I miss her. Sorry if I'm bringing people down with me in this post. I don't mean to, but I guess I still need this space to vent.
The garden is still going pretty well. I've made many a sandwich with homegrown lettuce since. The oregano, cucumbers, and catnip are all blooming. I'm having a little trouble with the cukes, though... some of the baby cucumbers have turned yellow and dried up. I don't think it's from lack of water, though. I'm pretty diligent about that. Everything else is doing fine, aside from that, and the raspberries. I was silly to think they could withstand Georgia heat. :/
Also, in dorkier news, I finally assembled my kitsune pack on the Pokemon site. Pretty foxes.
And speaking of Ronan himself, I told him on Facebook that I named my first car after him and he actually replied! He seemed pretty amused by it. And it turns out there is another couple somewhere that did the same thing! There are two cars named after that man!
Work has been odd. A mix of happy and depressing and stressful. Happy because I like all the new people and I get to work with lotus0eater. Sad because Nick was verbally abused basically forced to quit in an awful way. And stressful because I've got my first serving shift tomorrow morning and I'm not feeling too confident. But I'll be surrounded by people who can help me, so I know I'm worrying more than I should.
My sister is going to have her baby soon. I feel guilty for not being around pretty much at all during this time, but at the same time, it sort of stresses me out just thinking about being there. That house is an enormous depression/anxiety trigger for me. Which is unfortunate, because my mom still lives there and I miss her. Sorry if I'm bringing people down with me in this post. I don't mean to, but I guess I still need this space to vent.
The garden is still going pretty well. I've made many a sandwich with homegrown lettuce since. The oregano, cucumbers, and catnip are all blooming. I'm having a little trouble with the cukes, though... some of the baby cucumbers have turned yellow and dried up. I don't think it's from lack of water, though. I'm pretty diligent about that. Everything else is doing fine, aside from that, and the raspberries. I was silly to think they could withstand Georgia heat. :/
Also, in dorkier news, I finally assembled my kitsune pack on the Pokemon site. Pretty foxes.