a new day

[sorelozer]

I take a deep breath and can say I am happy. It was so so hard to find but I stuck to it and found it. The funny thing is that she was living next to me the whole time... Life has a fucked up way about going about things. My baby said, "though complicated it will always be worth it." I still don't fully know what she was sayin but, she said when I saw Damien I would understand. She is the only one that has ever made me feal truly comfertable even though we all know I can be cold. It's something that she has excepted in me and because of this I am learning to feel. Her patients with me has been indescribable. Love for her seems to be the only thing I think about and I'm not talking about my programed answers. I'm talking about the long walks, deep conversations, and emotions that I would normally run from. (Fucking pussy) I know I have grown weaker from this but for what I have gained from it a child/life I beleave it to be worth it.

SL-

P.S. I got my brother a guitar/amp for his birthday I know I know I am a pimp!!!