Feb 01, 2007 06:21
i know i said it was a forever closure thing and i meant that. i mean, we had to right? i cant do anything if your heart isnt in it anymore. falling outs, they happen. i guess the iris in me just hopes things come around. a few months of seperation, of growth. then we run into eachother, fall into eachothers lives. your the man(maid!) of honor, always have been. i know its not going to happen, but i still hope you come home one day. i just want you to know im doing good, doing great. so this is an update on my life, for all the times i couldnt tell you.
i fell for that boy i started to tell you about. its been really good. really good.
soccer has been such an epic blessing, i feel like my heart is more in this than its ever been.
im learning how to relove music. finding music on my own. letting it provoke emotion.
i cant even begin to explain how much i love church. my church, my home, my sanctuary. i grow in that community every second. i think i want this to be my life...
im going to uab, and im so happy about it. the whitney sherei reunion is going to be HUGEEE
i will ALWAYS be bitter i didnt get a day with the wii...
i love you, i miss you. same old, same old. always will be.