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[sordidsymphony]

Music is the only thing keeping me sane, and it's starting to collapse. I can hear the bricks cracking. I can feel the mortar melting away like the snow on the ground. And the gears in my head are breaking to pieces. What was once a well-oiled machine is falling into disrepair. I haven't written a song in days and I feel like a failure as a result. Not that anything I've written is that good anyway.

Fuck my life there are far too many people with talent greater than my own.