Time flies......
This is probably going to ramble for a bit, so if you do not want to read my mad ramblings I suggest you stop now :)
Have just been sat here thinking through the events of the last year and have realised just how quickly the last year has flown by.
Lots of things have happened, some good, some not so good, some bad and some not so bad. All in all it has been an interesting time. During this past year I have moved 3 times and have had 2 jobs. Must have been crazy!! :) I cannot believe that all the joys and sadness that has happened to me recently has *only* been in the last year. It seems like it should have been over a longer period of time.
I was talking to a friend of mine the other night and realised that I had not spoken to her for one reason and another for several months. This came as a surprise as it felt like only a few weeks since we had last talked. Also in the nicest way possible it seems like I have known, loved and been in a relationship with CW for longer than I have and it feels like the life I have has been happening for more than just a few months. This is in no way a criticism but just a feeling of wonder and amazement. The fact that it felt *so* right get Handfasted to this *wonderful* man on the 4th of August 2002 was a real shock to me and to him :) At the start of our relationship this was not something that we had expected, however, within a couple of months we realised that we would like to get hanfasted in the future. Again, life went by very quickly and we did the deed sooner than we had originally planned. I think this is what has truly amazed me during the last year. All my plans for the future that I made during this last year I expected them to take months and years to come about. However, fate seems to have hurried things along just a little bit. At times during the year it has felt as if forces have been pushing me along a path that I had not thought of and as often as I had tried to go the other way I ended up on that unplanned path. It was not the easiest of paths and had *many* pitfalls but I now realise that it was the right path for me. I must admit that if I had been given a choice I would have chosen the easier path (who wouldn't?) but I do realise that it would have been the wrong choice.
Ok enough of my ramblings am going to bed now. :)
Have just been sat here thinking through the events of the last year and have realised just how quickly the last year has flown by.
Lots of things have happened, some good, some not so good, some bad and some not so bad. All in all it has been an interesting time. During this past year I have moved 3 times and have had 2 jobs. Must have been crazy!! :) I cannot believe that all the joys and sadness that has happened to me recently has *only* been in the last year. It seems like it should have been over a longer period of time.
I was talking to a friend of mine the other night and realised that I had not spoken to her for one reason and another for several months. This came as a surprise as it felt like only a few weeks since we had last talked. Also in the nicest way possible it seems like I have known, loved and been in a relationship with CW for longer than I have and it feels like the life I have has been happening for more than just a few months. This is in no way a criticism but just a feeling of wonder and amazement. The fact that it felt *so* right get Handfasted to this *wonderful* man on the 4th of August 2002 was a real shock to me and to him :) At the start of our relationship this was not something that we had expected, however, within a couple of months we realised that we would like to get hanfasted in the future. Again, life went by very quickly and we did the deed sooner than we had originally planned. I think this is what has truly amazed me during the last year. All my plans for the future that I made during this last year I expected them to take months and years to come about. However, fate seems to have hurried things along just a little bit. At times during the year it has felt as if forces have been pushing me along a path that I had not thought of and as often as I had tried to go the other way I ended up on that unplanned path. It was not the easiest of paths and had *many* pitfalls but I now realise that it was the right path for me. I must admit that if I had been given a choice I would have chosen the easier path (who wouldn't?) but I do realise that it would have been the wrong choice.
Ok enough of my ramblings am going to bed now. :)