(no subject)
Haven't updated in a while, I suppose I should do that. Its nice to have an easily accessable place to put thoughts, though i suppose it is used more for endless bitching that anything else. Or as a message board for friends. I like to try to use this for myself, as i said when i started this. But i don't do that all that often. It does feel kinda good to just take some time and try to figure out stuff. Though I rant for ages.
I feel more like wanting company around as of late. Not quite really girlfriend company (though I think that would be nice), but just kinda have someone around, not really do too much, maybe watch a movie and just relax. I always find it very hard to spend time alone with a friend. Usually people are in a group, and that is nice, its usually alot of fun due to the people in it, but i find it hard to do that all the time. I need to spend time alone with a friend in order to keep them as a friend. Because usually they became my friend when we just did things alone, not just one of the group. So when I never spend time with that friend, that friend just becomes one of the group.
Though that isn't true in all cases. Theres some that are good friends that are one of the group. Andrea, Celiedh, and Feenix are certainly good friends, though that only one i've actually spent time alone with would be Celiedh. And thats only been recently; they've been good friends all year.
*insert obligatory complaining about human nature course and how much it sucks*
I am kinda getting tired of the DnD politics around here. Who's doing what to who, pointing fingers over who's doing what wrong, complaining about people, etc. And we all continue playing because we all still want to play. And it begins again. And we still want to play. There are plenty of problems, yes. What other people in their own games is their own business, the only thing i'm going to worry about is making sure that people in my game are having fun. Otherwise, i'm going to get sick of dnd here, as it will only bring negetive things. Hopefully, i can start giving people positive experiences.
Ok, time to stop ranting for a while, i think thats all i really wanted to put in here. Time for a movie.
I feel more like wanting company around as of late. Not quite really girlfriend company (though I think that would be nice), but just kinda have someone around, not really do too much, maybe watch a movie and just relax. I always find it very hard to spend time alone with a friend. Usually people are in a group, and that is nice, its usually alot of fun due to the people in it, but i find it hard to do that all the time. I need to spend time alone with a friend in order to keep them as a friend. Because usually they became my friend when we just did things alone, not just one of the group. So when I never spend time with that friend, that friend just becomes one of the group.
Though that isn't true in all cases. Theres some that are good friends that are one of the group. Andrea, Celiedh, and Feenix are certainly good friends, though that only one i've actually spent time alone with would be Celiedh. And thats only been recently; they've been good friends all year.
*insert obligatory complaining about human nature course and how much it sucks*
I am kinda getting tired of the DnD politics around here. Who's doing what to who, pointing fingers over who's doing what wrong, complaining about people, etc. And we all continue playing because we all still want to play. And it begins again. And we still want to play. There are plenty of problems, yes. What other people in their own games is their own business, the only thing i'm going to worry about is making sure that people in my game are having fun. Otherwise, i'm going to get sick of dnd here, as it will only bring negetive things. Hopefully, i can start giving people positive experiences.
Ok, time to stop ranting for a while, i think thats all i really wanted to put in here. Time for a movie.