It sucks when you know..
....your so called love-life sucks because you choose to.
But.. isn't life is a compilation of choices you've made? *I mean, beside God's fate in some point of course.
What's wrong with being a bit picky when it comes to your own life? Although... maybe I'm on the edge of extreme examples, or my mindset is indeed narrow. Maybe both.
I've been in places when I got no second chance, got dismissed just by first impression, being second choice, you name it. I also had been in the opposite rules when I was the one who broke some hearts, being a freaking judgemental, heartless biatch, etc. I don't think I ever had a happy sunshine and rainbow relationship. Ever. It's always unbalanced, either by me or for me. You know what I mean.
I'm tired of complain, and I guess even God already tired listening to my praying about it. He already gave me chances, yet I always screw it up. I know I am far from perfect, and not that I'm looking for someone so perfect either. Heck, I have mirror following me all around. I dunno.. maybe the time is not yet to come for me.
But really.. it's not like I will throw any chance I get.. thought I wouldn't just jump on it at first occasion.
Right now, I guess I'll prepare to be single and happy. :)
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Call me picky, biatch, selfish, ungrateful or any-name you want, but hell.. I only live once.
So I'll pick the best for my self.
:)
But.. isn't life is a compilation of choices you've made? *I mean, beside God's fate in some point of course.
What's wrong with being a bit picky when it comes to your own life? Although... maybe I'm on the edge of extreme examples, or my mindset is indeed narrow. Maybe both.
I've been in places when I got no second chance, got dismissed just by first impression, being second choice, you name it. I also had been in the opposite rules when I was the one who broke some hearts, being a freaking judgemental, heartless biatch, etc. I don't think I ever had a happy sunshine and rainbow relationship. Ever. It's always unbalanced, either by me or for me. You know what I mean.
I'm tired of complain, and I guess even God already tired listening to my praying about it. He already gave me chances, yet I always screw it up. I know I am far from perfect, and not that I'm looking for someone so perfect either. Heck, I have mirror following me all around. I dunno.. maybe the time is not yet to come for me.
But really.. it's not like I will throw any chance I get.. thought I wouldn't just jump on it at first occasion.
Right now, I guess I'll prepare to be single and happy. :)
--
Call me picky, biatch, selfish, ungrateful or any-name you want, but hell.. I only live once.
So I'll pick the best for my self.
:)