thoughts come afar
Why do i still login here ? Its not like i want to tell anyone anything, probably this is just a reminder to myself.
Life has changed, new sets of friends, things gradually becoming better. Apart from that, studies has most probably gone down the drain, but im pulling myself up.
Wont be able to meet the homies this thursday ngiht, stupid muet exams.
Funny, when i think of my life now, and maybe around 2 months ago, theres too much of a difference. I think i grew up, or i moved ahead too much, much faster then the normal pace of life.
The choices u make, the things u choose in life. Really does affect its course, so badly
Hahaha... Im being ambigous, and not recording everything in a vivid way nowadays. Could it be i wish things arent the way it was, maybe in years to come i will think back and not have any record of what hapepned, so therefre it shouldnt have happened. Funny.
Still. I have too mnay things to say. Though i should be semantic and romantic about these matter. Sometimes when ur with some other person that isnt speaking the same language as you, its just hard for things to come out. The words somehow just gets stuck in our mouth.
i tried two times, and now i long for the life where i was able to speak my mind, allow someone into my innermost thoughts. Was i childish? Yes, i still am. I need someone whos a child like me, someone whos searching for thigns like me, for us to be able to relate to eachother and try to help eachother out.
I need that. But happiness is by my side right now.
Life has changed, new sets of friends, things gradually becoming better. Apart from that, studies has most probably gone down the drain, but im pulling myself up.
Wont be able to meet the homies this thursday ngiht, stupid muet exams.
Funny, when i think of my life now, and maybe around 2 months ago, theres too much of a difference. I think i grew up, or i moved ahead too much, much faster then the normal pace of life.
The choices u make, the things u choose in life. Really does affect its course, so badly
Hahaha... Im being ambigous, and not recording everything in a vivid way nowadays. Could it be i wish things arent the way it was, maybe in years to come i will think back and not have any record of what hapepned, so therefre it shouldnt have happened. Funny.
Still. I have too mnay things to say. Though i should be semantic and romantic about these matter. Sometimes when ur with some other person that isnt speaking the same language as you, its just hard for things to come out. The words somehow just gets stuck in our mouth.
i tried two times, and now i long for the life where i was able to speak my mind, allow someone into my innermost thoughts. Was i childish? Yes, i still am. I need someone whos a child like me, someone whos searching for thigns like me, for us to be able to relate to eachother and try to help eachother out.
I need that. But happiness is by my side right now.