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I still feel like such a failure when it comes to everything. I went to CPAC and Sunday. I had to bring home nearly everything I put on my table. I'm now stuck with 6 very large stuffed ponies. I probably spent more on supplies than I made. I hate that selling crafts on the internet is some sort of urban legend; I've never been able to do it. No one ever recognises my cosplay, no matter how accurate or how much effort I put in. I just feel like garbage.
Please don't tell me to 'just do things for yourself'. i'm sure I have some sort of personality disorder. I need praise or everything I do becomes worthless to me.
Here's my Neko cosplay from when I wore it to Genericon last month. I was proud of it until I started taking it cons.
It's exactly like the official art, except my wig is a little short, that's all ): My friend wants me to wear it to AB because she'll be Fushimi, but I've grown to hate this costume. I'll just wear it for a few hours. I know it'll be just like the time she was Izaya and I was Erika. Everyone loved her costume and ignored me.
This is a fanart because I don't feel like finiding the official art, but my costume looks good, right?
Poniko. She was happy I recognised her, but Yume Nikki is actually popular, you know? She bought the little plush Uboa and Uboa pin I made. That made me feel pretty good.
Misaki!
Izumo, Mikoto, and Bandou!
I was happy to see other K people, even though they didn't get excited over my own K cosplay...
My table. The two black displays are my mom's.
Because I'm stupid, I don't know how to display my stuff properly. I'm not creative.
Stuff I bought.
I really don't think I'll sell at cpac again next year. It's not worth the effort for the amount I sell. I hurt my leg from setting up the table. I'm just not cut out for this. I'm just a screw up with everything in life.
Well, I'll be wearing Madotsuki again to Anime Boston. At least I make people happy when I wear that one. It's just a shame that a costume I bought from the thrift store gets more attention than the stuff I make. Anyway, I've been talking to a guy lately who wants to be my Masada for AB. He says we can take piano picture together. I hope it work outs. We actually have alot of cosplays from the same series. It's kind of a weird coincidence.
Please don't tell me to 'just do things for yourself'. i'm sure I have some sort of personality disorder. I need praise or everything I do becomes worthless to me.
Here's my Neko cosplay from when I wore it to Genericon last month. I was proud of it until I started taking it cons.
It's exactly like the official art, except my wig is a little short, that's all ): My friend wants me to wear it to AB because she'll be Fushimi, but I've grown to hate this costume. I'll just wear it for a few hours. I know it'll be just like the time she was Izaya and I was Erika. Everyone loved her costume and ignored me.
This is a fanart because I don't feel like finiding the official art, but my costume looks good, right?
Poniko. She was happy I recognised her, but Yume Nikki is actually popular, you know? She bought the little plush Uboa and Uboa pin I made. That made me feel pretty good.
Misaki!
Izumo, Mikoto, and Bandou!
I was happy to see other K people, even though they didn't get excited over my own K cosplay...
My table. The two black displays are my mom's.
Because I'm stupid, I don't know how to display my stuff properly. I'm not creative.
Stuff I bought.
I really don't think I'll sell at cpac again next year. It's not worth the effort for the amount I sell. I hurt my leg from setting up the table. I'm just not cut out for this. I'm just a screw up with everything in life.
Well, I'll be wearing Madotsuki again to Anime Boston. At least I make people happy when I wear that one. It's just a shame that a costume I bought from the thrift store gets more attention than the stuff I make. Anyway, I've been talking to a guy lately who wants to be my Masada for AB. He says we can take piano picture together. I hope it work outs. We actually have alot of cosplays from the same series. It's kind of a weird coincidence.