Dec 13, 2008 21:51
Life at the moment has been pretty awesome...
I'm living in a house full of people who care about me where I don't need to pay for anything and I have my own space and lots of things to entertain me and keep me warm.
I have a job and work with lots of very supportive and friendly people who have recently shown that they recognise that I do my best to be friendly, polite and helpful to the customers that come through the store even though they do my head in half the time. I am being taught different skills in said job that allow me to be all sorts of levels of useful to the managers and supervisors and let me do my job even better.
I have been dancing for about 5 months now and appear to be doing very well at picking it all up and adjusting to different styles and leaders as well and being able to dance in stupidly high shoes and think that I am picking up style tips as I go.
Dancing has allowed me to make new friends that I get along with really well for one reason or another and who I love talking to and can look forwards to meeting at least once a week and are bringing new perspectives and experiences into my life that I appreciate a lot.
I have been through university and that's left me with a science degree and experiences I would have never gained before hand as well as another sent of pretty amazing friends, despite the fact that we hardly talk, if we ever do it's nice to catch up :)
Until late last night I was just happy... but now it feels a bit like this happy life is being picked at. Several of my new friends are moving away from me for the holidays, I won't be able to see my grandparents much (if at all) over christmas due to work and after christmas my entire family is moving down the country and leaving me home alone... I would probably love the second part if it wasn't for the first part! We'll see, I'm sure I can find a way to make it work... I'm just a bit scared now. I was ready to not be at home last year, but the fact that I will be at home but no one else will is just weird and scary...