Jun 06, 2010 16:52
You probably won't even read this.
Because you don't care.
But I miss you.
And I am so, so, SO sorry.
I feel like the year and five months I got were the best time of my life and now you're gone and I really don't know what to do. ahaha. This is so stupid. I thought I had a really loyal friend for once. But I was wrong.
But it's my fault. I messed everything up for myself again. By existing. Maybe I should stop doing that.
At least I figured out what that nameless fear was.
Because it's happened.
another fact: I am losing weight again. Like you care.
dammit,
i love you,
i'm sorry