Welcome to the "Comfort Zone"
My last entry didn't go well. After some intense soul searching I have come to the realization that I am Sean's comfort zone. We are pretty much friends with benefits. Truth be told our entire two year relationship when I think back on it was us being "friends with benefits" :/ He tries to date other people, finds it hard to connect outside of using a computer save for with me so he comes running back. You're almost 30! Stop that! Relationships hurt. Go out there. Get HURT and GROW. A part of me wants to MOMMY him with my vagina and the part of me that has grown wants to beat him with my Demonia platform flipflops.
I'm excited about my application to be an flight attendant for U.S Airways. It's unpaid training but at least I get to go to Arizona again. Hopefully this trip will be better then when we got suck in Gullap. The six weeks that I'm gone the time after that I know I will be missing Matt bad. My phone shall be my best friend for this trip especially if I want to keep an relationship going.
I'm excited about my application to be an flight attendant for U.S Airways. It's unpaid training but at least I get to go to Arizona again. Hopefully this trip will be better then when we got suck in Gullap. The six weeks that I'm gone the time after that I know I will be missing Matt bad. My phone shall be my best friend for this trip especially if I want to keep an relationship going.