How does one go about...having a dirty little secret?!
Finding someone you lost?
That's my thing for this week. I mean, I quit my job at Lowe's because it SUCKED...yet I'm finding new jobs and had a few interviews thus far. I hope the Day Care one works out, but T mobile ain't bad either...XD
I'm moving out of here soon, near Rider University (Still in New Jersey), and I'll be living with a friend of a friend who is my friend now. >_>; And she can sew and make costumes, and she is gonna teach me. X3 Speaking of which, my cosplay for next year will be Sora's master form from Kingdom Hearts 2, the original Sora from KH1, Sweeney Todd, and two surprise cosplays. X3
Also, I lost someone close to me: my Bakura, my Riku, my Turpin...he lives in Texas, we met on myspace-I has pics of him, I'll post it soon!-but his parents found out about us and his MOTHER called me up and told me not to call him anymore since he has "issues" to deal with and is "Confused" right now. (FYI: this is a transgenered male I'm talking about here...yea HE is really a SHE. >_> Didn't see THAT coming, huh?).
For three days now I've been going mad from not hearing his voice every night. And I can do nothing now but he said to come for him in two years. And at that point I will be dressed as Sora coming to save Ryou first in Michigan, then Lex(Riku) in Texas. Until then, however, I'm banned and cut off from him, and it SUCKS ASS! >_< I dunno what to do...seriously, this NEVER happened to me before. Yes, I've had online relationships (NEVER a real life one, mind you), and none of them really hurt me before this one. This is a BIG one here...I dunno what to do! @_@ Any advice is welcome.
I thank GOD for my friend introducing me to Demyx Time last week, they REALLY cheered me up without meaning to but they're funny as Hell. X3 I've been meaning to email them as Sora-sama, but I just didn't get the chance. I will, though. ^_^;
Anywhoms, that is my update.
Actually...
He gots a new emo haircut. X3
Isn't he pwecious?! >w< Dats mah Bakura, my Riku and my Judge Turpin. X3
His amazing artwork:
THIS was done on PAINT. O_O I'm so F*ing Jealous! He Doesn't
have photoshop so he DRAWS, and COLORS ALL on paint! >_<
Judge Turpin. X3 Sweeney loves his Turpin!!11 ^___^
THIS ish mah dirty little secret. >_>; But is a PWECIOUS dirty little secret! X3 And I, Sora-sama, shall rescue mah Riku from the evil land of Texas and bring him to Care-a-lot...which is now New Jersey. XD
Story on that: New Jersey's state motto is "Come have a taste of this rainbow", so we've established that New Jersey used to be Care-a-lot, but the fall of it resulted in this state being created. XD
I hope I will hear his voice again soon, even an email would suffice! >_< It's killing me...eck.
This is Sora-sama, signing out!
P.S.!
I has a youtube account now! I'm SoraSama14, so...XD And in my favorites, there's a video with me in it-I went to NYC a couple of Fridays ago with the Yugioh cosplay group of which, I am the Thief Bakura. X3 I is holding the camera and on CRACK. So if you wanna see me trigger happy, go to my favorites on my youtube and then click on the YGO Diner hangout, there are 3 parts to it. Enjoy and make fun of my crack. X3
That's my thing for this week. I mean, I quit my job at Lowe's because it SUCKED...yet I'm finding new jobs and had a few interviews thus far. I hope the Day Care one works out, but T mobile ain't bad either...XD
I'm moving out of here soon, near Rider University (Still in New Jersey), and I'll be living with a friend of a friend who is my friend now. >_>; And she can sew and make costumes, and she is gonna teach me. X3 Speaking of which, my cosplay for next year will be Sora's master form from Kingdom Hearts 2, the original Sora from KH1, Sweeney Todd, and two surprise cosplays. X3
Also, I lost someone close to me: my Bakura, my Riku, my Turpin...he lives in Texas, we met on myspace-I has pics of him, I'll post it soon!-but his parents found out about us and his MOTHER called me up and told me not to call him anymore since he has "issues" to deal with and is "Confused" right now. (FYI: this is a transgenered male I'm talking about here...yea HE is really a SHE. >_> Didn't see THAT coming, huh?).
For three days now I've been going mad from not hearing his voice every night. And I can do nothing now but he said to come for him in two years. And at that point I will be dressed as Sora coming to save Ryou first in Michigan, then Lex(Riku) in Texas. Until then, however, I'm banned and cut off from him, and it SUCKS ASS! >_< I dunno what to do...seriously, this NEVER happened to me before. Yes, I've had online relationships (NEVER a real life one, mind you), and none of them really hurt me before this one. This is a BIG one here...I dunno what to do! @_@ Any advice is welcome.
I thank GOD for my friend introducing me to Demyx Time last week, they REALLY cheered me up without meaning to but they're funny as Hell. X3 I've been meaning to email them as Sora-sama, but I just didn't get the chance. I will, though. ^_^;
Anywhoms, that is my update.
Actually...
He gots a new emo haircut. X3
Isn't he pwecious?! >w< Dats mah Bakura, my Riku and my Judge Turpin. X3
His amazing artwork:
THIS was done on PAINT. O_O I'm so F*ing Jealous! He Doesn't
have photoshop so he DRAWS, and COLORS ALL on paint! >_<
Judge Turpin. X3 Sweeney loves his Turpin!!11 ^___^
THIS ish mah dirty little secret. >_>; But is a PWECIOUS dirty little secret! X3 And I, Sora-sama, shall rescue mah Riku from the evil land of Texas and bring him to Care-a-lot...which is now New Jersey. XD
Story on that: New Jersey's state motto is "Come have a taste of this rainbow", so we've established that New Jersey used to be Care-a-lot, but the fall of it resulted in this state being created. XD
I hope I will hear his voice again soon, even an email would suffice! >_< It's killing me...eck.
This is Sora-sama, signing out!
P.S.!
I has a youtube account now! I'm SoraSama14, so...XD And in my favorites, there's a video with me in it-I went to NYC a couple of Fridays ago with the Yugioh cosplay group of which, I am the Thief Bakura. X3 I is holding the camera and on CRACK. So if you wanna see me trigger happy, go to my favorites on my youtube and then click on the YGO Diner hangout, there are 3 parts to it. Enjoy and make fun of my crack. X3