But all I know is down inside I'm...bleeding...
This has been...the stupidest two days I've ever gone through in my entire 20 years of life on this Earth. Roy invites me to his house, because I have medicine for his cold...we randomly go to the mall...he talks of how he doesn't want me to keep showing up on his doorstep, and that if he kept coming to MY house, cause he's a guy, HE'D be accused of STALKING me. WTF?! How can I be stalking you if you invite me to your fucking house?!
He also revealed his real age to me, but I think he's lying. Britt has a theory, he's trying to chase me away? Even after he said he loves me? I don't understand, but my heart and soul are struggling right now, and I feel so...used. Did he really try to take advantage of me, or is there more to the story I've yet to find out? Or maybe it's tough love...or maybe...I don't know. He's my first love...heh, if love or God REALLY exist, then...why is all this shit happening, and to ME, of all people? I NEVER get this kind of action or drama, really. This is all quite new to me.
Though I am glad to say...even if I lost this Wilhelm...I don't think he's worth my time. My REAL Wil is kinder than that, this I know. And...NOT a retarded Englishman!! >_<
Ok I'm done ranting...@_@ Work is long, and school is fun, the end.
He also revealed his real age to me, but I think he's lying. Britt has a theory, he's trying to chase me away? Even after he said he loves me? I don't understand, but my heart and soul are struggling right now, and I feel so...used. Did he really try to take advantage of me, or is there more to the story I've yet to find out? Or maybe it's tough love...or maybe...I don't know. He's my first love...heh, if love or God REALLY exist, then...why is all this shit happening, and to ME, of all people? I NEVER get this kind of action or drama, really. This is all quite new to me.
Though I am glad to say...even if I lost this Wilhelm...I don't think he's worth my time. My REAL Wil is kinder than that, this I know. And...NOT a retarded Englishman!! >_<
Ok I'm done ranting...@_@ Work is long, and school is fun, the end.