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Yesterday when I was with friend, she was like..
“You were anger at him but you still bought his CD all 3 versions? You’re strange”
To be honest, that day when the news broke out I was beyond mad. I can’t find any word to describe how I felt
But what I mad about was not that he got married, but it was that the way he act about it, he didn’t even realize that he caused troubles for the staffs he worked with.
Marrying someone is a personal business ….. yes I do think so
But if it brings troubles to people you’re concerned with then it’s not private anymore, you have to tell someone because it affects work
And it’s courtesy, social courtesy to tell the senoirs/elders that you’re going to tie the knot, it’s the way that you show your respect
If he really is an adult, a grown man, he would understand it
That day I was so disappointed and angry that he didn’t grow up at all, and I was sure as hell that this would affect his work.
I was so upset and worried, I cried until my eyes were swollen for 3 days
The yesterday news shows that I was right, but cancelling the tour and pay for the cancellation fee are little when I think about how much time that he would not be able to spend on work when the the baby is born.
I wanted him to be success further beyond what he’s already achieved, but it seem to be harder now.
What I want to tell him..
I love you, I’ve watched you for almost 13 years now, and I’ll continue to support you, no matter what happen.
Please grow up, and raise your baby well, you’re his/her only source of protection
What will happen, will happen
Everything is going to past one day
And lastly, be happy…