Feb 14, 2006 22:53
When we began, our lives first met, our lines had crosses and frienship set.
The journey's start, the open air, little do we know, of our perfect pair.
Distant at times, with quarrells brewed, words left unsaid, because of unknown views.
The memories stored, connected with great laughter and joy, to me you were my friend, not more than friends, just a boy.
Taken for granted, the times that we shared, i learned and I loved, but yet never dared.
You tested my patience, at times very small, but yet I still looked for something more, something different, anything at all.
I was wretched in my own mind, cursed by my heart, left to the world to be lonely and far apart.
I dreamed of you once, when i did not know the pains, I thought of happy moments, and dwelled on them with no gain.
Punctured was my heart, by the cruel and bitter you, driven from the warmth, and this pain thanks to you I knew.
You ignored my calls, forgot my name, ignored my tears, sorrows, depressions, silence, and pain.
But what does it matter to you with no heart, when good things are made, it is only by you or it comes apart.
So why with my heart, is your work very poor, when you can't build up this love, make it into something more.
Glance my way, take a chance and maybe live, hope for something better, look for something only someone else can give.
Destined to be lonely, you will be if you dont' see, I've loved from our meeting, and now why can't you love me?
I'll sit and I"ll wait, till the pain subsides, but years down the road I"ll still wonder, why your heart hides.
I wished to be yours to give you all you desired, to be the one who works for you, who strives for you, yearns bleeds and dies for you.
But you never gave me a chance, because you couldn't face the truth, the lies you hid behind were your shelter and your roof.
I see your manly grace, but your boyish figure too, you are both, one in the same, the wonderful boy, man, I once knew.
Share with me those moments, those treasured life time scenes, before the play of your life ends, and all that's left is a blank screen.
You'll regret your choices, how dumb they seem to you now, but I know you'll see me someday, someway, somewhere, somehow.
Although you will not read this, and although you do not care, i will sit here waiting, to see again, the perfect pair.
Do not wait for the finale, do not hold off until the end, find out why I love you, and see we're more than friends.