Feb 20, 2007 23:15
I was swept off my feet by the perfect guy. And then, as it turns out, put into a very large garbage disposal. And you know what bothers me more than that? I didn't see it fucking coming. Oh the signs were there. Rain check on the activity that would cause you to meet my friends. Oh I just got out of a long relationship. Blah Blah Blah. I turned off my brain because after being in such an unloving relationship for the last four months someone genuinely (seemed to) want me for me. And this hurts worse than all of the nights I stayed up crying over not being wanted because I did this to myself. I let myself think that someone like him would want someone like me for something more than a couple of days. This is bullshit.