Mystical sugary magnetism
Oh god. Am so full I can barely move. Must stop eating... Went round to my sister's (older) for dinner this evening and had two plates of curry, rasberry sorbet in brandy snap with fresh rasberries, then some chocolate mini eggs, wine and tea. When I got back I ate a biscuit. Despite already being ludicrously full. What is wrong with me.
This house (my dad's) is like a gingerbread house - all there is to do here is eat! And there are magic forces in my head that mean I cannot stay away from the drawers full of cake, the tins of biscuits, the boxes of chocolates scattered throughout the house... When I'm at home I don't eat tons of crap. If it's not there, I'm not bothered. But if it is there, nothing will stop the compulsion to consume endless amounts of sugar.
Today I went for an 8 mile walk along the river, from Marlow to Henley (would have been 6 but there were some unexpected, ahem, detours), just to get myself out of the house and away from the food. Tomorrow I may go to Wycombe.
This house (my dad's) is like a gingerbread house - all there is to do here is eat! And there are magic forces in my head that mean I cannot stay away from the drawers full of cake, the tins of biscuits, the boxes of chocolates scattered throughout the house... When I'm at home I don't eat tons of crap. If it's not there, I'm not bothered. But if it is there, nothing will stop the compulsion to consume endless amounts of sugar.
Today I went for an 8 mile walk along the river, from Marlow to Henley (would have been 6 but there were some unexpected, ahem, detours), just to get myself out of the house and away from the food. Tomorrow I may go to Wycombe.