Time really is the only medicine.
My theme song about a year ago:
The snow fell and it followed me
From the mountains down South
To the big city
And I fell in love,
I guess that didn't take long
You can't imagine how fast
I fucked that one up
Got back on my feet
Did a little spring cleaning
I mean I even cleaned the kitchen
I cleaned everything.
It was all a trap
I just fell into black
I'm like a runaway kid
I don't think I'm ever coming back
I don't know where I am.
I've been drinking more than I ever have
And maybe it ain't so bad.
I just drink 'til I can't see,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed.
This morning heat is bothering me
I don't wanna get up,
Just wanna go to sleep.
'Cause I swear to God,
I ain't never falling in love,
Again
'Cause I don't want to have to clean it up.
So I'll just wait
'Til night rolls around and it gets late
And I'll meet up with the band
And drink a case.
And we'll get drunk
No, it won't take long
'Til I can't pretend
There's nothing wrong
I don't know where I am.
I've been drinking more than I ever have
And maybe it ain't so bad.
I just drink 'til I can't speak,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed.
But, ohhh, I wish someone would just hear me.
Maybe a man to set me free.
Oh Maybe he could take care of me
And help me wake up from this dream.
'Cause I don't know where I am.
And I've been drinking more than I ever have,
But maybe it ain't so bad,
I just drink 'til I can't speak,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed
October by Olin and the Moon
How I feel now:
Another perfect day
they keep piling up.
I got happiness that I can maintain
some beginner's luck.
I had shoes to fill
walkin' barefoot now.
Can't tell north from south
but no split hairs gonna get me down.
I'm stayin' above the flat line
I'm ahead of the curve.
Take a piece of the sunshine with me
on a red eye flight to another world.
It isn't any trouble
if you wanna come with me.
I know it's out of the question, honey
but I sure could use the company
and a place to be.
Now the sky is pink
rooftop swimmin' pool.
I'm not carefree, no
I'm free to care
I just never do.
All the bags are checked
and the reasons why.
Yesterday lingers on
that's the peace you keep when you say goodbye.
You can get what you want now
knock it out of the park.
Bury it by the river
Easy, there's a search party but it's gettin' dark.
I won't hold you to nothin'
I wanna make that plane.
Probably end up a stranger, crazy
but I'm still hoping there's another way
and a place to stay.
What a scene has got you sentimental
when the night comes, when the knot comes loose.
All the things you've put up on the mantle
What a shame. What a shame.
It's old news.
I'm stayin' above the flat line
I'm ahead of the curve.
Take a piece of the sunshine with me
on an all night drive to another world.
You can get what you want now
knock it out of the park.
Probably end up a drifter, lonely
but I'm still hoping for a change of heart
and a place to start.
Ahead of the Curve by The Monsters of Folk
Some might say the second song is not much less depressing but I think I'm pretty proud of myself for letting him go. As much as I could anyway. I AM hoping for a change of heart and a place to start. What a relief.
The snow fell and it followed me
From the mountains down South
To the big city
And I fell in love,
I guess that didn't take long
You can't imagine how fast
I fucked that one up
Got back on my feet
Did a little spring cleaning
I mean I even cleaned the kitchen
I cleaned everything.
It was all a trap
I just fell into black
I'm like a runaway kid
I don't think I'm ever coming back
I don't know where I am.
I've been drinking more than I ever have
And maybe it ain't so bad.
I just drink 'til I can't see,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed.
This morning heat is bothering me
I don't wanna get up,
Just wanna go to sleep.
'Cause I swear to God,
I ain't never falling in love,
Again
'Cause I don't want to have to clean it up.
So I'll just wait
'Til night rolls around and it gets late
And I'll meet up with the band
And drink a case.
And we'll get drunk
No, it won't take long
'Til I can't pretend
There's nothing wrong
I don't know where I am.
I've been drinking more than I ever have
And maybe it ain't so bad.
I just drink 'til I can't speak,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed.
But, ohhh, I wish someone would just hear me.
Maybe a man to set me free.
Oh Maybe he could take care of me
And help me wake up from this dream.
'Cause I don't know where I am.
And I've been drinking more than I ever have,
But maybe it ain't so bad,
I just drink 'til I can't speak,
Close my eyes and go to bed.
Just go to bed
October by Olin and the Moon
How I feel now:
Another perfect day
they keep piling up.
I got happiness that I can maintain
some beginner's luck.
I had shoes to fill
walkin' barefoot now.
Can't tell north from south
but no split hairs gonna get me down.
I'm stayin' above the flat line
I'm ahead of the curve.
Take a piece of the sunshine with me
on a red eye flight to another world.
It isn't any trouble
if you wanna come with me.
I know it's out of the question, honey
but I sure could use the company
and a place to be.
Now the sky is pink
rooftop swimmin' pool.
I'm not carefree, no
I'm free to care
I just never do.
All the bags are checked
and the reasons why.
Yesterday lingers on
that's the peace you keep when you say goodbye.
You can get what you want now
knock it out of the park.
Bury it by the river
Easy, there's a search party but it's gettin' dark.
I won't hold you to nothin'
I wanna make that plane.
Probably end up a stranger, crazy
but I'm still hoping there's another way
and a place to stay.
What a scene has got you sentimental
when the night comes, when the knot comes loose.
All the things you've put up on the mantle
What a shame. What a shame.
It's old news.
I'm stayin' above the flat line
I'm ahead of the curve.
Take a piece of the sunshine with me
on an all night drive to another world.
You can get what you want now
knock it out of the park.
Probably end up a drifter, lonely
but I'm still hoping for a change of heart
and a place to start.
Ahead of the Curve by The Monsters of Folk
Some might say the second song is not much less depressing but I think I'm pretty proud of myself for letting him go. As much as I could anyway. I AM hoping for a change of heart and a place to start. What a relief.