Mother
There are some feelings that I feel like I shouldn't be feeling. I shouldn't be feeling deepressed everytime I talk to my mother. I shouldn't be having such a great desire to kill myself everytime I hang up the phone after talking to her. I shouldn't start believing that every failed relationship she's had over the span of my life is not her fault. I shouldn't feel so nauseous everytime she expresses how much she wants us to live together. I shouldn't want to be as far as I can from her. I shouldn't want out. I shouldn't be tired of her. I shouldn't. I shouldn't want my own life. I owe her everything.