holy shit is my head a mess tonight!!!!!!!
Enjoy this now cuz I am sure I will delete like half of this if not the whole thing. I'm weird like that.
so..... "someone" told me that they weren't too fond of pink. However, I LOVE pink but... my journal needed a change anyway. What do you think? ahaha there's still a little pink. Whatever. I like this layout. I thought it was cute. Especially since I'm one of those people that looks forward to wish making at 11:11. I think the font is too small and some of you might complain about that but tough, just squint. I have to give credit where credit is due. Ospenoptemous made this layout. I'm in the group or community or whathave you. You gotta join to get it. I don't have any livejournal friends so this is of no use to anyone that reads my journal but I don't wanna piss anyone off. Especially since I asked for a *gasp* Lamb of God layout to be made for me. AHAHAHAHA you might be saying "oh no you didn't" but yes I did. It's an insane obsession and those stupid fucks still won't add me on myspace. I should just take a boys' pic and post it and change my sex on there and see if then they will add me. I mean, what the fuck? Why not add me? psshh. Bitches.
I went to the plaza last night for the first time in foreverrrrrrr with Casey of course, hmm.... I enjoyed that so much. mmm that boy *sigh* The last time I was there was seriously for my birthday, well a week later with Chris (at least that's the last time I remember). Not a good time. It was nice and I miss it. However, all the shit was blocked off again. Seems like everytime that I go it's closed off. WTF. Makes me really antsy to want to do more stuff. I really wanna go to Thatcher Park soon too. I go at least once a year and it's been just about that, oh wait, I didn't go last year.... shit. I wanna picnic.... hmm.... I'm getting ideas here. =D That'd be an awesome thing to do when I'm all better, cuz Thatcher park is kind of an all day type of thing and there's no way I'd make it now. Hmm... that'd be a good b-day thing to do. I swear,I better have a better b-day this year. No, it wasn't that horrible, I did hang out with Meg, it was just our company that brings shit down. We are seriously "naughty" girls.
I was just told that it's my "humility" that makes me a great person. Whatever THAT's supposed to mean. Same person also called me a MILF. What Is that bullshit?
Man.... why does it always take me forever to update my journal. I swear I have like A.D.D or something. I start this and then I look at something else and get all caught up in that. It's now 1:37 and I'm rocking out to With Passion, my Lord of the Rings metal and looking at all my pictures on my computer flashing in my media player.
I can't wait to be almost healed up so that I can dye my hair. I can't wait to get back on my diet too and be able to walk around the city and get back on the gazelle thingy. My brother thinks it'd be a great idea to go to his gym since I could walk there and back and I should get a personal trainer and shit. OF COURSE he thinks that's a good idea. He's only been making fun of me to the point of bringing on tears since I've been old enough to understand what he was telling me. AHAHA I just found these pictures of like super fat chicks that I had wanted to print out and stick to my fridge, you know as one of those methods to keep me from going in there. Does that really ever work? I've got to learn to be a little easier on myself when it comes to that. I should practice what I preach huh? hmm... I love LOVE being a chubby girl.... just not this chubby. Well, I have to wait a while anyway because according to Dr.Vu I'm still swollen and full of gas inside because my organs are trying to shift back into their original position. I don't obsess about much, but this is one of those things and well... it's one of those kind of nights. blah blah blah blah... I've done enough... GOD I'm really fucking bored and now that it's 3am I'm going to bed. Sheeesh.
so..... "someone" told me that they weren't too fond of pink. However, I LOVE pink but... my journal needed a change anyway. What do you think? ahaha there's still a little pink. Whatever. I like this layout. I thought it was cute. Especially since I'm one of those people that looks forward to wish making at 11:11. I think the font is too small and some of you might complain about that but tough, just squint. I have to give credit where credit is due. Ospenoptemous made this layout. I'm in the group or community or whathave you. You gotta join to get it. I don't have any livejournal friends so this is of no use to anyone that reads my journal but I don't wanna piss anyone off. Especially since I asked for a *gasp* Lamb of God layout to be made for me. AHAHAHAHA you might be saying "oh no you didn't" but yes I did. It's an insane obsession and those stupid fucks still won't add me on myspace. I should just take a boys' pic and post it and change my sex on there and see if then they will add me. I mean, what the fuck? Why not add me? psshh. Bitches.
I went to the plaza last night for the first time in foreverrrrrrr with Casey of course, hmm.... I enjoyed that so much. mmm that boy *sigh* The last time I was there was seriously for my birthday, well a week later with Chris (at least that's the last time I remember). Not a good time. It was nice and I miss it. However, all the shit was blocked off again. Seems like everytime that I go it's closed off. WTF. Makes me really antsy to want to do more stuff. I really wanna go to Thatcher Park soon too. I go at least once a year and it's been just about that, oh wait, I didn't go last year.... shit. I wanna picnic.... hmm.... I'm getting ideas here. =D That'd be an awesome thing to do when I'm all better, cuz Thatcher park is kind of an all day type of thing and there's no way I'd make it now. Hmm... that'd be a good b-day thing to do. I swear,I better have a better b-day this year. No, it wasn't that horrible, I did hang out with Meg, it was just our company that brings shit down. We are seriously "naughty" girls.
I was just told that it's my "humility" that makes me a great person. Whatever THAT's supposed to mean. Same person also called me a MILF. What Is that bullshit?
Man.... why does it always take me forever to update my journal. I swear I have like A.D.D or something. I start this and then I look at something else and get all caught up in that. It's now 1:37 and I'm rocking out to With Passion, my Lord of the Rings metal and looking at all my pictures on my computer flashing in my media player.
I can't wait to be almost healed up so that I can dye my hair. I can't wait to get back on my diet too and be able to walk around the city and get back on the gazelle thingy. My brother thinks it'd be a great idea to go to his gym since I could walk there and back and I should get a personal trainer and shit. OF COURSE he thinks that's a good idea. He's only been making fun of me to the point of bringing on tears since I've been old enough to understand what he was telling me. AHAHA I just found these pictures of like super fat chicks that I had wanted to print out and stick to my fridge, you know as one of those methods to keep me from going in there. Does that really ever work? I've got to learn to be a little easier on myself when it comes to that. I should practice what I preach huh? hmm... I love LOVE being a chubby girl.... just not this chubby. Well, I have to wait a while anyway because according to Dr.Vu I'm still swollen and full of gas inside because my organs are trying to shift back into their original position. I don't obsess about much, but this is one of those things and well... it's one of those kind of nights. blah blah blah blah... I've done enough... GOD I'm really fucking bored and now that it's 3am I'm going to bed. Sheeesh.