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Well I haven't written in this thing in a long time, but considering Im trying to procrastinate writing my college essay, now seems like the perfect time to update.
Not that there is much for me to update on.... I am extremely busy, and my life has never been so packed in my entire life. Hopefully after I hand in my application to Fordham next week things will calm down a bit. And after dropping AP Physics for Regents my work load has deffinetly lightened a whole lot. Yet I still spend my days doing nothing but unfun stuff...after going to school I usually have to stay after for one of the 100000 clubs that I decided to sign up for, and after those I go to work until 9, and when I get home I stay up till the wee hours of the night doing school work, only to get 5 hours of sleep and wake up and do it all over again! Not to mention the millions of extra stuff so I can fufill the requirments for my application to Fordham, because I decided to apply early so I wont completely bug out in January. If I do get into Fordham though I will be the happiest girl in the whole entire world and I would do my busy schedule over again time a billion.
Anywayy...so basically i choose the complete opposite path everyone else chooses when they slack off their senior year, and although I am jealous when I see everyone leaving 6th period I know I wont regret it if it all pays off.
oh yeah, and on top of this the dr just told me I have asthma and pnemonia...i might sound ancient when i say this but...i have no time to be sick!!!
I guess its good that I have completely over booked myself, it gives me a lot less time to realize how freakin lonely I am my senior year of high school and less time to think about how much I cant wait to leave. I dont mean to sound MISERABLE, im sure Ive done it all to myself, but I can honeslty say that this year has been my lonliest year yet. with the exception of the weekends when brandon comes home and i am the happiest girl in the world, durring the week i rarely crack a smile (well on the outside i do) and the only time I really am happy during the week is either while talking to maureen or coming a cross an unexpected nice customer while at work. but i guess the plus of having no friends is i no longer fear being stabbed in the back.....
anyway i didnt mean for this essay to be one with a message of "woe is me" it just happened. but i dont think it matters because im pretty sure that maureen, if anyone, will be the only one who reads it, and if not, the only one who actually cares....
ANd i really wish I had just typed all these words in my essay instead of this stupid pointless entry. ughhh
Not that there is much for me to update on.... I am extremely busy, and my life has never been so packed in my entire life. Hopefully after I hand in my application to Fordham next week things will calm down a bit. And after dropping AP Physics for Regents my work load has deffinetly lightened a whole lot. Yet I still spend my days doing nothing but unfun stuff...after going to school I usually have to stay after for one of the 100000 clubs that I decided to sign up for, and after those I go to work until 9, and when I get home I stay up till the wee hours of the night doing school work, only to get 5 hours of sleep and wake up and do it all over again! Not to mention the millions of extra stuff so I can fufill the requirments for my application to Fordham, because I decided to apply early so I wont completely bug out in January. If I do get into Fordham though I will be the happiest girl in the whole entire world and I would do my busy schedule over again time a billion.
Anywayy...so basically i choose the complete opposite path everyone else chooses when they slack off their senior year, and although I am jealous when I see everyone leaving 6th period I know I wont regret it if it all pays off.
oh yeah, and on top of this the dr just told me I have asthma and pnemonia...i might sound ancient when i say this but...i have no time to be sick!!!
I guess its good that I have completely over booked myself, it gives me a lot less time to realize how freakin lonely I am my senior year of high school and less time to think about how much I cant wait to leave. I dont mean to sound MISERABLE, im sure Ive done it all to myself, but I can honeslty say that this year has been my lonliest year yet. with the exception of the weekends when brandon comes home and i am the happiest girl in the world, durring the week i rarely crack a smile (well on the outside i do) and the only time I really am happy during the week is either while talking to maureen or coming a cross an unexpected nice customer while at work. but i guess the plus of having no friends is i no longer fear being stabbed in the back.....
anyway i didnt mean for this essay to be one with a message of "woe is me" it just happened. but i dont think it matters because im pretty sure that maureen, if anyone, will be the only one who reads it, and if not, the only one who actually cares....
ANd i really wish I had just typed all these words in my essay instead of this stupid pointless entry. ughhh