Well I Was Okay..

[soph_xx]

Hey..earlies i was okay..now i'm feeling...bleh. Just everything i do, goes wrong, everything i say, comes out wrong. Earlier i told my sister i hated her. And of course i don't hate her..she's my sister. I hate argueing with my sister, i hate argueing with anyone in fact. I just feel everything i do goes wrong, everying i touch breaks, and everything i say, i saw it the wrong way... Now i'm just sitting in front of my computer listening to music and feeling meh. I hate feeling like this, i just wanna be like i was in 2003 if ya get me..liek anyones gonna read this/reply whatever..but yeah 2004 has been a crap year, everything started to go wrong..we started to get bad luck. I think so anyway. First my great grandma died :( Then bad luck for my nana and grandad, thier dog dies. Then my nana got ill, then my dog had to be put down. You might think bad luck pfft yeah. But it has been a tough year for all my family. I even had a crap birthday, i did last year but who cares? On my birthday i went to a memorial thing..

Anyway i'm so bored atm..no 1s chatting..my sister is out getting us a film..

I'm okay now i guess..i just wanted to run in front of a car going 100 mile per hour about 2 hours ago. Oh well who cares anyway?

Sophie x