She's actually updating...
I don't really know what to write about. I don't have any urge to write about my life or anything. Which is strange... 'cause I've been up to so much lately.
I feel so confused lately. I've been so happy, yet I have this weird feeling of emptiness. I have nothing to be sad about. I think it's hitting me that Felicia's going to be gone for like 2 and a half months and Tina's gone right now. It's weird having time to actually sit and think... I have time now.
Too much time?
I don't like being able to just sit and think. I'm getting pretty bored. I also stress myself out too much when I have time to think.
Last night I played some pool with Feesha, Stefan and Nike. That was lots of fun. Spending time with Nike's always fun. He's such a sweetheart...
I wish I could just (wait for cheesy sentence) lift my head up high and feel the way I normally do. I just don't feel like Kayla. I feel like Kayla around Nike... mostly. I hope we get to know more about each other. And I feel like myself around Tina always. She knows who I am and she knows everything about me... (god I feel so sappy right now) We share so much together. =) Teeny, I loves you. I can't wait till you come home. But I'm happy that you're out having an awesome time in Germany. You're so lucky.
*le sigh* I guess I'll go do some homework for a change.
Ciao,
-Soozy
I feel so confused lately. I've been so happy, yet I have this weird feeling of emptiness. I have nothing to be sad about. I think it's hitting me that Felicia's going to be gone for like 2 and a half months and Tina's gone right now. It's weird having time to actually sit and think... I have time now.
Too much time?
I don't like being able to just sit and think. I'm getting pretty bored. I also stress myself out too much when I have time to think.
Last night I played some pool with Feesha, Stefan and Nike. That was lots of fun. Spending time with Nike's always fun. He's such a sweetheart...
I wish I could just (wait for cheesy sentence) lift my head up high and feel the way I normally do. I just don't feel like Kayla. I feel like Kayla around Nike... mostly. I hope we get to know more about each other. And I feel like myself around Tina always. She knows who I am and she knows everything about me... (god I feel so sappy right now) We share so much together. =) Teeny, I loves you. I can't wait till you come home. But I'm happy that you're out having an awesome time in Germany. You're so lucky.
*le sigh* I guess I'll go do some homework for a change.
Ciao,
-Soozy