musings and self-pity
Hey,
Ok I'm feeling very emotional so I'm gonna be writing a load of crap here within the next few minutes, feel free to ignore. That applies to my future self also.
First off a few notes:
Pirates 3 = very awesome
Harry Potter theme park = obscene
Stupid narrow minded people = very *insert curse word of choice* infuriating
Self = something I hate
I can't believe it's June already. I have a few meetings to go to at uni this week then I'm pretty sure I don't have to go back again until September. Both a good and a bad thing, the details of which I can't be bothered to spell out right now. Still looking for some kind of summer intern work, sent my cv to a very promising music/advertising company and I don't think they want me so it's back to the beginning again. I'll be lucky to get a couple of weeks decent work experience, let alone a several month internship at this rate. Turns out, seeing as I have suspended my studies till next semester I've had my student loan cut off for this semester. Therefore zero funds in the bank. I won't be able to afford the course I wanted to go on, so I'm still stuck in my mum's house wondering if I will ever figure out what to do with myself. Still don't feel fantastic either.
Despite all this it's my birthday next month, a thought which depresses me no end. Must try and go up to London and do some shopping, just something for me, don't want to get all sulky over the fact I won't exactly be marking the occasion any other way. I have also made a big list of things to do in the summer, asides from the whole get some work and some money priority. Might add some details for the record next time I post here. I have some icons and stuff I might post soon.
There was a lot of things I wanted to wax philosophical about, but I have lost my train of thought...oh well will be back soon. Here's to a new week.
Ok I'm feeling very emotional so I'm gonna be writing a load of crap here within the next few minutes, feel free to ignore. That applies to my future self also.
First off a few notes:
Pirates 3 = very awesome
Harry Potter theme park = obscene
Stupid narrow minded people = very *insert curse word of choice* infuriating
Self = something I hate
I can't believe it's June already. I have a few meetings to go to at uni this week then I'm pretty sure I don't have to go back again until September. Both a good and a bad thing, the details of which I can't be bothered to spell out right now. Still looking for some kind of summer intern work, sent my cv to a very promising music/advertising company and I don't think they want me so it's back to the beginning again. I'll be lucky to get a couple of weeks decent work experience, let alone a several month internship at this rate. Turns out, seeing as I have suspended my studies till next semester I've had my student loan cut off for this semester. Therefore zero funds in the bank. I won't be able to afford the course I wanted to go on, so I'm still stuck in my mum's house wondering if I will ever figure out what to do with myself. Still don't feel fantastic either.
Despite all this it's my birthday next month, a thought which depresses me no end. Must try and go up to London and do some shopping, just something for me, don't want to get all sulky over the fact I won't exactly be marking the occasion any other way. I have also made a big list of things to do in the summer, asides from the whole get some work and some money priority. Might add some details for the record next time I post here. I have some icons and stuff I might post soon.
There was a lot of things I wanted to wax philosophical about, but I have lost my train of thought...oh well will be back soon. Here's to a new week.