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Everything is done and dusted. Today, was one of the most painful days of my life. I'm not going to Istanbul anymore.
It's ended on a beautiful note, we told each other we love one another dearly. I miss how everyday really was an adventure. There was never a dull moment! We had such crazy, crazy times. Sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll..amongst other things..*cough* I miss his simply mesmerizing voice (I can listen to him sing all day). Today I realised how empty I felt inside without him,the feeling he gives me is what I miss the most.
He told me he can't go on like this. I understand and respect his decision. I know how much I hurt him. He says when he thinks of me he is bitterly happy and it is likewise for me.
:) :) *bitter smiles* :) :) :)
It's ended on a beautiful note, we told each other we love one another dearly. I miss how everyday really was an adventure. There was never a dull moment! We had such crazy, crazy times. Sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll..amongst other things..*cough* I miss his simply mesmerizing voice (I can listen to him sing all day). Today I realised how empty I felt inside without him,the feeling he gives me is what I miss the most.
He told me he can't go on like this. I understand and respect his decision. I know how much I hurt him. He says when he thinks of me he is bitterly happy and it is likewise for me.
:) :) *bitter smiles* :) :) :)