Mar 07, 2005 19:55
pretty much been a shitty weekend, i mean i dont' really know, what i'm doing, but oh well.. so i was listening to this song and it sums up my relationship with this girl that i like, who 2 of my friends also like then she started goin out iwht one of them. it's called girl friend by Eve 6
Your really gone, girlfriend
The dryers on, amen
And im alone for the first time
(I walk away now
i walk away now)
You left a sock good friend
Wheres the pair broken
Are you aware that im missing you
(I walk away now [x2])
but I cant run to you no more
to catch me when im fallin
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken
No I will not be broken
But keep the slow fading memories
This place is strange, empty
You did your time, turned twenty
And walls are bare where your pictures hung
But I cant call you on no more
And no we cant just be friends
but now its time to let you go
but I will not be broken
no I will not be broken
and keep the slowly fading
memories memories
I keeping theses memories
I cant run to you no more
to catch me when im fallin
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken
For ever tear a lesson learned
Every good time golden
But now its time to let you go
And I will not be broken
And I will not be broken
No I will not be broken
And keep the slowly fading memories
yeah its that depressing, i mean it's not like shes gone our relationship is just sooo different, and like i miss being able to flirt with her, and like talking to h er about whatever now its sort of liek i have to edit myself around her.. i dunno
so we practiced this weekend and tthat was the ONLY good part of my weekend i did nothing for the rest of it, and it was really frustrating. i dont know. we're playing at danny's bar mitzfah. were ACTUALLY getting real equipment.. that works! i'm soo pumped for this, cuz my mic amp broke so i don't have an amp so i just have to belt out when i sing, plus i might play 2nd guitar for some songs which could add alot. i'm thinking of just like writing songs and keeping them to myself cuz whenever i show the band my songs they kind of just reject it.. oh well, still i'm pumped tho...!