uggh
Ok, I am so using this LJ thing to vent since not too many people I know read this or know I have this. Anyway, I just got back from the mall with keith and I am so umm how do you say....exhasperated? Is that the right word? Ahh fuck it, I'm fucking pissed off! I can tolerate alot of stuff form guys but some things just make me so angry! Checking out other girls in front of me is one of those things. I mean, hello!! Would you like to feed my insecurities by making me feel like I'm not good enough? Yeah? Great! This is so diferent though because for the first time i feel something I've never felt for any guy. I dont get tired of him, I spend every free moment I have with him, I've woken up next to him every morning for the past 6 weeks. I KNOW this is the man I'm going to spend the rest of my life with, but my god he can piss me off! Right now he's at the movies with his friend Rob. I like Rob, he's defenetly a good influence on Keith. Most of his other friends are idiots, and from what he's old me his friends back home in Philly are morons too. Maybe I just need to relax and not really care about shit like this. I guess him and I just need to sit down and talk about certain issues. The main one being money. Oh how I hate talking about money!!!! I loathe it with a passion. But I think that talk is inevitable and it should happen now before things get too out of hand, right? *sigh* whatever.