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mm, so i stayed home again, this time i did not sleep all day, i made claire a cd and a card..and yea.. did my hair n stuff, nothing excititng. dowloaded sum new songsssssssss.
the sun shines sometimes jsut for you.<3
uhm.. life is so full of nothingness, i want something new and exciting..hopefully some stuff will happen this summer, im so sick of doing nothing all the time, yea im out but it seems like nothing, i wanna be out doing something, i wanna go to more shows, and meet more people or something i dont kno, i just dont want to sit around and waste my life away, i kno no one wants to do that, but i wanna leave so badly. I have never been out of ohio, i hate it. I mean i love it here, cuz its were all my friends are, but soon most will be gone away to college and shit. Euclid high isnt going to be the same at all. but w.e . growing up kinda sucks ass...but then agian it dosnt..i just wanna kno what life is and whats going to happen, i dont wana sit around a boring life all the time, i wanna do SSOMETHING DAMNIT! ah. i just wanna kno what it feels like to be free in a sense, i wanna go out and see the world and everything, i dont wanna kept up in this little city any more, i wanna explore my options, thought i dont have any i soon will, i hope. Nothing seems to excite me ne more, sure i have fun times, and there sweet..but i wanna be blown away. But im talking nonsense, nothing like that happens ever. unless ur like a celeb. fuck you all lol. i wannt a party evry day, i want all my friends around...i want summer, so bad. I just wish for it to be warm..i really wanan run away..well not run away but get away, for a long time. i wanna travel. I want to be known for stuff, goo stuff. i wanna model.. bathing suits, run way anything at all. I want so much and i dont how to do it. i kno none will come true, but hopefully..maybe somwehre sumtime, something amazing will happen. but who noes. I kinda wanna make music too, i dno though. im tired, really tired. tired of all this boring euclid. coffee house, school. i dno man, i need new new new, im not sick of claire though<3 she basically keeps me going. i kno once sumemr comes, ill be better. but fuck all this snow and cold weather! i hate it. i love warm warm warm. flip flops jeans and tank top n bathing suits, being tan, and warm all the time. skating,,being out in the sun. not cold ew ew. *you win, sometimes you lose* now you've got me thinking. YOU LOVE TO LIVE TO HATE THIS TOWN. yea we've been here twice b4, you want it to mean so much more.
And you wish upon a star, 2000 doesn't seem so far....
mm i love this song.<3
Say the things you say
and you're dreaming like you do
you know sometimes circles run around you
hey now lets be honest, I really think its true
you know sometimes we all bend the rules
You run the life, you've been around, you love to live to hate this town
And I hope and dream just like you do
Yeah we've been here twice before
You want it to mean so much more
And I hope that everything goes through
She goes to California, oh, Cali-fornia not so far
when I close my eyes and wonder where you are
And you wish upon a star
Two thousand miles doesn't seem so far
You play the games you play
You win, sometimes you lose
You know somwetimes walls run into you
Now you've got me thinking, and I really think its true
The sun shines sometimes just for you
You run the life, you've been around,
you love to live to hate this town
And I hope and dream just like you do
Yeah we've been here twice before
You want it to mean so much more
And I hope that everything goes through
She goes to California, oh, Cali-fornia not so far
when I close my eyes and wonder where you are
And you wish upon a star
Two thousand miles doesn't seem so far
So far, so far, so far...
the sun shines sometimes jsut for you.<3
uhm.. life is so full of nothingness, i want something new and exciting..hopefully some stuff will happen this summer, im so sick of doing nothing all the time, yea im out but it seems like nothing, i wanna be out doing something, i wanna go to more shows, and meet more people or something i dont kno, i just dont want to sit around and waste my life away, i kno no one wants to do that, but i wanna leave so badly. I have never been out of ohio, i hate it. I mean i love it here, cuz its were all my friends are, but soon most will be gone away to college and shit. Euclid high isnt going to be the same at all. but w.e . growing up kinda sucks ass...but then agian it dosnt..i just wanna kno what life is and whats going to happen, i dont wana sit around a boring life all the time, i wanna do SSOMETHING DAMNIT! ah. i just wanna kno what it feels like to be free in a sense, i wanna go out and see the world and everything, i dont wanna kept up in this little city any more, i wanna explore my options, thought i dont have any i soon will, i hope. Nothing seems to excite me ne more, sure i have fun times, and there sweet..but i wanna be blown away. But im talking nonsense, nothing like that happens ever. unless ur like a celeb. fuck you all lol. i wannt a party evry day, i want all my friends around...i want summer, so bad. I just wish for it to be warm..i really wanan run away..well not run away but get away, for a long time. i wanna travel. I want to be known for stuff, goo stuff. i wanna model.. bathing suits, run way anything at all. I want so much and i dont how to do it. i kno none will come true, but hopefully..maybe somwehre sumtime, something amazing will happen. but who noes. I kinda wanna make music too, i dno though. im tired, really tired. tired of all this boring euclid. coffee house, school. i dno man, i need new new new, im not sick of claire though<3 she basically keeps me going. i kno once sumemr comes, ill be better. but fuck all this snow and cold weather! i hate it. i love warm warm warm. flip flops jeans and tank top n bathing suits, being tan, and warm all the time. skating,,being out in the sun. not cold ew ew. *you win, sometimes you lose* now you've got me thinking. YOU LOVE TO LIVE TO HATE THIS TOWN. yea we've been here twice b4, you want it to mean so much more.
And you wish upon a star, 2000 doesn't seem so far....
mm i love this song.<3
Say the things you say
and you're dreaming like you do
you know sometimes circles run around you
hey now lets be honest, I really think its true
you know sometimes we all bend the rules
You run the life, you've been around, you love to live to hate this town
And I hope and dream just like you do
Yeah we've been here twice before
You want it to mean so much more
And I hope that everything goes through
She goes to California, oh, Cali-fornia not so far
when I close my eyes and wonder where you are
And you wish upon a star
Two thousand miles doesn't seem so far
You play the games you play
You win, sometimes you lose
You know somwetimes walls run into you
Now you've got me thinking, and I really think its true
The sun shines sometimes just for you
You run the life, you've been around,
you love to live to hate this town
And I hope and dream just like you do
Yeah we've been here twice before
You want it to mean so much more
And I hope that everything goes through
She goes to California, oh, Cali-fornia not so far
when I close my eyes and wonder where you are
And you wish upon a star
Two thousand miles doesn't seem so far
So far, so far, so far...