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another boring day...
Uhm, of course schoool. so lame, then coffee house- that was uhm..the same. I talked to Rick on the phone for a little bit. He is busy today, i really miss him. I want him to be happy, but i feel like i really can't do anything. But, i just wanna- I'll do anything i can for him, he deserves so much! he's and amazing guy. I can remember from the first time we talked, i've always wanted him to be happy, for things to be good for him. I don't like when he's sad and stuff. It makes me sad. I don't kno what to get him for Valentines Day! if anyone has any suggestions, please comment. I want to give him something he'll never forget, cause i know i wont forget him. EVER. i kno ive said that about a certain person b4, but i really didnt kno what anything was, and i was very immature and acted so stupid. I feel bad for what i did in the past, but i guess i cant dwell on it...boo. I started over, and i promised myself and rick, i wouldnt fuck up. I cant with him, hes just so ahh, its really hard to understand how i feel about him, if ure not me...then u dont no the full effect haha. but i love him so much, really- and i kno this is real. <3
erggg, school is just so boring anymore- it always has been, but im too ready for the summer. I absolutely hate cold weather! and i just want it to be warm again. Maybe me n claire wont be such lames and maybe..walk somehwere from the...COFFEE HOUSE, the place we never ever leave. it's so sad! i dno though. there really isnt anywere to go besides the coffee house or sumones house or the movies. And well we dont have money lol We get cheesey bread everyday, that rocks though so no complaints towards the bread..MMMM
aright. im bored. ugh!
Uhm, of course schoool. so lame, then coffee house- that was uhm..the same. I talked to Rick on the phone for a little bit. He is busy today, i really miss him. I want him to be happy, but i feel like i really can't do anything. But, i just wanna- I'll do anything i can for him, he deserves so much! he's and amazing guy. I can remember from the first time we talked, i've always wanted him to be happy, for things to be good for him. I don't like when he's sad and stuff. It makes me sad. I don't kno what to get him for Valentines Day! if anyone has any suggestions, please comment. I want to give him something he'll never forget, cause i know i wont forget him. EVER. i kno ive said that about a certain person b4, but i really didnt kno what anything was, and i was very immature and acted so stupid. I feel bad for what i did in the past, but i guess i cant dwell on it...boo. I started over, and i promised myself and rick, i wouldnt fuck up. I cant with him, hes just so ahh, its really hard to understand how i feel about him, if ure not me...then u dont no the full effect haha. but i love him so much, really- and i kno this is real. <3
erggg, school is just so boring anymore- it always has been, but im too ready for the summer. I absolutely hate cold weather! and i just want it to be warm again. Maybe me n claire wont be such lames and maybe..walk somehwere from the...COFFEE HOUSE, the place we never ever leave. it's so sad! i dno though. there really isnt anywere to go besides the coffee house or sumones house or the movies. And well we dont have money lol We get cheesey bread everyday, that rocks though so no complaints towards the bread..MMMM
aright. im bored. ugh!