Dear all,
At the moment I'm feeling a bit bored and alone. I've done nothing the last few days but looking TV, playing on the computer and waiting til it's finally Sunday. Because tomorrow I'll see my girl again. Jippie!!! It's been almost a week and I must admit that I miss her more than I expected. We had a really good time last Sunday and because I've got holiday at last, I really hoped we would meet eachother soon. But things turned out a little different unfortunately....... I had to work two days and she has a lot of homework. I already knew that, but it was just so much more than expected... The worst thing is probably that I can't help her or I don't know how. It's a bit frustrating that I'm doing absolutely nothing, and she has to work so hard, with the result of not seeing eachother. Because I know if I find out what I can do to help her, I will be able to see her a little more often. So it's a win-win-situation. Besides that I'm worried about her. She has so little time for herself and she's so busy that sometimes I think she'll have no fun in life. But tomorrow after my soccer-game she'll have fun!! It's a bit a good feeling for me that she feels frustrated too about not seeing me. It makes me feel less alone. She writes such sweet messages, that I feel a lot better when I read them. I just LOVE her so much!
In a moment I'll go out to the disco. I'm not really excited about it, but maybe that feeling will come. I will go with some friends of work and my old school. Hopefully it will make time go a lot faster. Besides that I wanted to write poems today, I really felt like it. But I could only write three lines and then the inspiration was gone. Hopefully it will come back soon, for I really feel like writing poems the last weeks. My babe has it's birthday next Thursday. I'm really looking forward to it and will go shopping to find some more presents next week. I've already got enough for her birthday, but I've got some nice ideas.... We'll see. To show you how incredibly sweet she is, you'll find a picture of the present she gave to me. It's the left dog, it's called Bully, and I absolutely love it. (Especially the words "Kiss Me" and the thought of Maaike, hihihi).
I went to "The Chronicles of Narnia" yesterday and I have to admit it was a awsome movie. I was taken into the story and I couldn't (even with an annoying sister next to me) take my eyes off. It was fun, though I had the chewing feeling of missing some elements to the movie.... I can't put my finger on it yet. I'm gonna prepare for the partying tonight. I hope you all feel great,
With love,
Martijn