I'm a believer
Dear all,
This weekend has been very busy!! Friday I was supposed to play squash with my dad, but that was delayed, so I asked my sweet girl if she could come over as soon as possible. She cheered me up, which I really needed, and we played games and laughed over a computergame called Vikings. I also found out this morning that we played backgammon a bit wrong. We have to use more stones, but I'll explain that to you next time, sweety. That evening we had a party of a younger girl. It was a strange party, for we were just playing cards with Helscha and trying to avoid some people. At least that's my feeling. At the beginning of the evening I could connect with the rest of the younger group for half-an-hour or so. After that, I wanted to hug my girl and just chat with her. Unfortunately that wasn't possible, so I just watched the pool-game she played (she needs some practice, hihihihihihihihihihi) and sang with Within Temptation. Later that evening we went out for a walk and we ended up chatting and chatting. Though I couldn't always participate I had a good time.
Next morning I had to help with the organization of a tournament with my ex-tennisclub. It was fun, though I didn't know anything about it, until the afternoon before the tournament. I felt really important!! After that I wanted to go bowling with Maaike, but my parents didn't think that was a good idea. So we went shopping. Which was as usual really fun, but we were searching for clothes and we ended up with nothing. So we left unsatisfied. After that I had to babysit and left a tired Maaike. The babysitting is so cool..... I earn my money by playing games and doing nothing. This is a good job.
On Sunday the big event happened. I had to make the confession in front of the church and I really looked forward to it. It was great, though I was really nervous. Don't tell anyone, but my knees were shaking when I had to say the prayer. I was afraid I would fall with such weak knees. But after that everything went OK. I got a lot of compliments and people telling me I should do that as a profession.....NO, not yet!!! I was so glad that I could do it together with Maaike, for it made it so special for me. The referent even asked to hold the phone when she was baptized and though that was a little teaser, it was sweet. It was so great to be with Maaike when she was baptized. I can't help looking in the future and how special it will be when our children will be baptized (far far future, hihihihihihi). She was so beautiful, her eyes being so blue and all the shining!! I felt so happy and I wanted to stay with her for the entire day. That wasn't possible for we both had planned a special day. Maaike had a lot of relatives coming over and my parents had gifts for me. I also got gifts from other people. So sweet.......I got a lot of religious books. I hadn't got relatives over, but the day was fun. I couldn't let my parents down.
Yesterday I was incredibly grumpy. So I'm sorry for being grumpy to everyone who had to suffer it. I don't know why. Everything just didn't go the way I wanted it. In the evening I went for some jogging and really strange girls were calling after me and stuff.....every time I passed (I was running three rounds). Luckily I feel really confident, thanks to my supersweet girl, otherwise I would have paniced or something. I really need a holiday and I won't have one until 8 July. Well, hopefully I won't be grumpy anymore.
Love to all of you,
Martijn
This weekend has been very busy!! Friday I was supposed to play squash with my dad, but that was delayed, so I asked my sweet girl if she could come over as soon as possible. She cheered me up, which I really needed, and we played games and laughed over a computergame called Vikings. I also found out this morning that we played backgammon a bit wrong. We have to use more stones, but I'll explain that to you next time, sweety. That evening we had a party of a younger girl. It was a strange party, for we were just playing cards with Helscha and trying to avoid some people. At least that's my feeling. At the beginning of the evening I could connect with the rest of the younger group for half-an-hour or so. After that, I wanted to hug my girl and just chat with her. Unfortunately that wasn't possible, so I just watched the pool-game she played (she needs some practice, hihihihihihihihihihi) and sang with Within Temptation. Later that evening we went out for a walk and we ended up chatting and chatting. Though I couldn't always participate I had a good time.
Next morning I had to help with the organization of a tournament with my ex-tennisclub. It was fun, though I didn't know anything about it, until the afternoon before the tournament. I felt really important!! After that I wanted to go bowling with Maaike, but my parents didn't think that was a good idea. So we went shopping. Which was as usual really fun, but we were searching for clothes and we ended up with nothing. So we left unsatisfied. After that I had to babysit and left a tired Maaike. The babysitting is so cool..... I earn my money by playing games and doing nothing. This is a good job.
On Sunday the big event happened. I had to make the confession in front of the church and I really looked forward to it. It was great, though I was really nervous. Don't tell anyone, but my knees were shaking when I had to say the prayer. I was afraid I would fall with such weak knees. But after that everything went OK. I got a lot of compliments and people telling me I should do that as a profession.....NO, not yet!!! I was so glad that I could do it together with Maaike, for it made it so special for me. The referent even asked to hold the phone when she was baptized and though that was a little teaser, it was sweet. It was so great to be with Maaike when she was baptized. I can't help looking in the future and how special it will be when our children will be baptized (far far future, hihihihihihi). She was so beautiful, her eyes being so blue and all the shining!! I felt so happy and I wanted to stay with her for the entire day. That wasn't possible for we both had planned a special day. Maaike had a lot of relatives coming over and my parents had gifts for me. I also got gifts from other people. So sweet.......I got a lot of religious books. I hadn't got relatives over, but the day was fun. I couldn't let my parents down.
Yesterday I was incredibly grumpy. So I'm sorry for being grumpy to everyone who had to suffer it. I don't know why. Everything just didn't go the way I wanted it. In the evening I went for some jogging and really strange girls were calling after me and stuff.....every time I passed (I was running three rounds). Luckily I feel really confident, thanks to my supersweet girl, otherwise I would have paniced or something. I really need a holiday and I won't have one until 8 July. Well, hopefully I won't be grumpy anymore.
Love to all of you,
Martijn