Strange me!
Dear all,
My weekend was just wonderful. I've spent a lot of time with Maaike and the weather was nice. Saturday Maaike and I went to the forest. It was great fun, we chatted a lot and we should definitely do that again. Later that day we went to wash cars to earn money, but that didn't really go well. Maaike became a little sad and that didn't change till she arrived at my place. The day before, Friday, Maaike and I had a barbecue with our choir, which was great fun. It just didn't end. Unfortunately our parents weren't really excited about that. Last Monday and Tuesday I went to help some-one study. I get paid for it too!!! And this afternoon I have to work at the supermarket, tonight I'll go and babysit two kids. I'm becoming rich!!! Yesterday I saw my girl too and we did some schoolwork, some games and some great hugging together. It makes me feel so good! And we laughed!!!!! About the most crazy things!!
Unfortunately my head is being weird (again). I've got a wonderful weekend and a wonderful life, I feel really happy. But my head is worrying or something. It's again doubting about everything. I don't know how this has happened, but it is irritating. I don't sleep well, because of this, I guess. I consider ever detail and being negative about it. While I'm feeling really positive. I have to throw it out by talking, maybe this helps too. My parents aren't really helping too, maybe that's the problem. They're super-grumpy lately and they all blame it on me. So I want to go to Maaike and never leave again, but that's not possible. I feel really confident, and still I doubt everything. Maaike is so incredibly sweet. Next time I see her (on Friday) I'll try and throw it out. This is irritating for both of us.
School is going great. I still passed everything. I'm surprised about it, but I don't care, I think it's great. I've got to do 1 exam yet. And I thought I had vacation......:(. I'm looking forward to my holiday with my "friends" (some are more friend, than others ;) ) and I'm also looking a bit forward to the holiday with my family. I hope your holiday will be great too!!
Love and kisses,
Martijn
My weekend was just wonderful. I've spent a lot of time with Maaike and the weather was nice. Saturday Maaike and I went to the forest. It was great fun, we chatted a lot and we should definitely do that again. Later that day we went to wash cars to earn money, but that didn't really go well. Maaike became a little sad and that didn't change till she arrived at my place. The day before, Friday, Maaike and I had a barbecue with our choir, which was great fun. It just didn't end. Unfortunately our parents weren't really excited about that. Last Monday and Tuesday I went to help some-one study. I get paid for it too!!! And this afternoon I have to work at the supermarket, tonight I'll go and babysit two kids. I'm becoming rich!!! Yesterday I saw my girl too and we did some schoolwork, some games and some great hugging together. It makes me feel so good! And we laughed!!!!! About the most crazy things!!
Unfortunately my head is being weird (again). I've got a wonderful weekend and a wonderful life, I feel really happy. But my head is worrying or something. It's again doubting about everything. I don't know how this has happened, but it is irritating. I don't sleep well, because of this, I guess. I consider ever detail and being negative about it. While I'm feeling really positive. I have to throw it out by talking, maybe this helps too. My parents aren't really helping too, maybe that's the problem. They're super-grumpy lately and they all blame it on me. So I want to go to Maaike and never leave again, but that's not possible. I feel really confident, and still I doubt everything. Maaike is so incredibly sweet. Next time I see her (on Friday) I'll try and throw it out. This is irritating for both of us.
School is going great. I still passed everything. I'm surprised about it, but I don't care, I think it's great. I've got to do 1 exam yet. And I thought I had vacation......:(. I'm looking forward to my holiday with my "friends" (some are more friend, than others ;) ) and I'm also looking a bit forward to the holiday with my family. I hope your holiday will be great too!!
Love and kisses,
Martijn