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so i've been all moved into the house in old town for a while... i've met all of my roomies and have had pseudo conversations with 3 out of the 4... but for the most part, when i'm home i just sit in my room dwiddling my thumbs hoping someone else will have the initiative to be social with me.. but they are all friends so why should they come talk to me? i used to be incredibly shy, and for the most part, i've gotten over it... but it still seems to peek out every once in a while when i really wish it wouldn't. i know that eventually i will befriend, or at least feel comfortable enough aruond these boys to at least walk out to the livingroom and sit on teh couch...but for now i've been making a point to be out of the house as much as possible. not hard to do at all. i'd much rather be with people that i don't feel intimidated by.
i need a fucking vacation... an hopefully i'll be getting one thios thanksgiving when i fly out to kentucky to see my mumma and sister. it should prove to be a good time for all. i still need to check out prices for airline tickets and stuff to compare with mom. i need to get out of my procrastinating mode. i've been diong pretty well with it all. i set up the last payments on my credit card, payed all my bills, finally filled out my change of address form, talked to a woman about getting back into school for the spring, finlaly called my mom and had a good long conversation or two with her, donated about 1/2 of my clothes to goodwill, and other than that ui've been working my ass off between two jobs... oh yeah, and also i got all 4 of my tires replaced because one of them popped on friday (that was a shitty experience). i can't wait to get bcak into school and get the ball rolling... get a job doing something that i can at least tolerate... do something... anything other than what i'm doing now. Les thinks that i should go into culinary arts... which seems like it could be fun. i don't know about being an art teacher anymore. i haven't done antyhing that could even mistakenly be considered "artsy" since christmas. i just don't have the discipline it takes to sit down and draw without being told to. such is life.
so for now i'm going to go take a shower and finish up some laundry and check out ticket prices and maybe even clean a little.... and of course hang out with chris and maybe swing by and check up on les... he worries me sometimes.
i hope everyone out there is doing well and for everyone to which this applies: happy first day of school!! whoo hooo!!
i need a fucking vacation... an hopefully i'll be getting one thios thanksgiving when i fly out to kentucky to see my mumma and sister. it should prove to be a good time for all. i still need to check out prices for airline tickets and stuff to compare with mom. i need to get out of my procrastinating mode. i've been diong pretty well with it all. i set up the last payments on my credit card, payed all my bills, finally filled out my change of address form, talked to a woman about getting back into school for the spring, finlaly called my mom and had a good long conversation or two with her, donated about 1/2 of my clothes to goodwill, and other than that ui've been working my ass off between two jobs... oh yeah, and also i got all 4 of my tires replaced because one of them popped on friday (that was a shitty experience). i can't wait to get bcak into school and get the ball rolling... get a job doing something that i can at least tolerate... do something... anything other than what i'm doing now. Les thinks that i should go into culinary arts... which seems like it could be fun. i don't know about being an art teacher anymore. i haven't done antyhing that could even mistakenly be considered "artsy" since christmas. i just don't have the discipline it takes to sit down and draw without being told to. such is life.
so for now i'm going to go take a shower and finish up some laundry and check out ticket prices and maybe even clean a little.... and of course hang out with chris and maybe swing by and check up on les... he worries me sometimes.
i hope everyone out there is doing well and for everyone to which this applies: happy first day of school!! whoo hooo!!