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i'm about ready for time to start going backwards now. it seems like everyone around me is changing and i'm staying the same... maybe i'm not. i don't really know who i am anymore, so i must have changed.
sometimes i just think and get depressed... and other times i don't have time to think.
working 56 hours this week. holy fucking shit... that means i'll be working for 3 weeks with only 1 day off... next sunday ( a week from tomorrow... fucking rediculious) i don't know hw i'm going to have time for my school work... but i kind of need to work this much (especially wih overtime pay) so i can go to school. my first paycheck is going to be HUGE though... like $480 for one week. that is pretty damn good money.
erg i need a friend... i'm going to go watch some tv.
sometimes i just think and get depressed... and other times i don't have time to think.
working 56 hours this week. holy fucking shit... that means i'll be working for 3 weeks with only 1 day off... next sunday ( a week from tomorrow... fucking rediculious) i don't know hw i'm going to have time for my school work... but i kind of need to work this much (especially wih overtime pay) so i can go to school. my first paycheck is going to be HUGE though... like $480 for one week. that is pretty damn good money.
erg i need a friend... i'm going to go watch some tv.