People Suck.
Warning!!!: Bitchy post ahead. Please know that this is not directed at anyone in particular, so please don't get all freaked out on me. I'm mad, and I need some way to express it.
Warning over...
They say that in times of trouble, you find out who your true friends are. It's true. Pretty much everyone that I counted on is not available to help me. I know that I should help myself or whatever, but grrr. I do have a job, but I need money for things, and it's going to be at least two weeks before I get any from my new job. And everyone I've asked has been like, "I'm so sorry, I wish I could help but...(insert excuse here)". I know everyone is sorry for what I'm going through, but fuck, I'm sorry too. I'm tired of hearing it. Empathy is not really doing anything for me at this point. Except for keeping me broke.
That's really it. I'm broke, hungry, tired of eating ramen noodles and baloney, and almost out of gas in my car. My cell phone(the only phone I have) is going to be turned off in about 2 days, and then I'll be really cut off.
If one more person tells me that God is going to provide, I'm going to vomit. I know it's rude to say, but I already know. But he's not right now, so I'm just wondering what the fuck he's doing, 'cause he sure as hell isn't helping me. And I know all the crap about God doing things in his own time and to be patient and all that, but fuck that. I need help now. I swear he's punishing me or something.
Ugh at it all. I've had it.
I'm sorry if anyone has been offended by this. I'm pissed, and I need some way to express this. I'm just disilluisioned with alot of people right now.
Off to eat another fucking bowl of ramen noodles,
Nikki
Warning over...
They say that in times of trouble, you find out who your true friends are. It's true. Pretty much everyone that I counted on is not available to help me. I know that I should help myself or whatever, but grrr. I do have a job, but I need money for things, and it's going to be at least two weeks before I get any from my new job. And everyone I've asked has been like, "I'm so sorry, I wish I could help but...(insert excuse here)". I know everyone is sorry for what I'm going through, but fuck, I'm sorry too. I'm tired of hearing it. Empathy is not really doing anything for me at this point. Except for keeping me broke.
That's really it. I'm broke, hungry, tired of eating ramen noodles and baloney, and almost out of gas in my car. My cell phone(the only phone I have) is going to be turned off in about 2 days, and then I'll be really cut off.
If one more person tells me that God is going to provide, I'm going to vomit. I know it's rude to say, but I already know. But he's not right now, so I'm just wondering what the fuck he's doing, 'cause he sure as hell isn't helping me. And I know all the crap about God doing things in his own time and to be patient and all that, but fuck that. I need help now. I swear he's punishing me or something.
Ugh at it all. I've had it.
I'm sorry if anyone has been offended by this. I'm pissed, and I need some way to express this. I'm just disilluisioned with alot of people right now.
Off to eat another fucking bowl of ramen noodles,
Nikki