if this isn't the most emo thing ever, then i don't know what is...
so, it's finally come. garrett is going back to jersey on friday. i liked that i had almost forgot that he had to go back. it's better for him out there, but i'm still going to miss him. it's like kimberly leaving all over again, but a little bit worse. he's my best friend. i tell him everything. he's the one i turn to if i need help. he knows me better than anyone else. in fact, he's the only one that knows all of me, every part. sure, we fight and i get upset with him, but we always seem to work it out. we always seem to manage. not having him here is just going to be weird. especially, since i'm friends with all of his friends now....there's just going to be this huge void. he says that i'll be fine and in like a month or so i won't even be that sad. i'm always going to miss him. he made such an impact on me...how could you forget something like that? he's says we'll probably lose touch. i won't let it happen. i don't want our friendship to dissolve. i can't allow that to happen to me again and especially with him. i just had to say what i could put into words. this doesn't even begin to explain how i feel about him. i love him.
