FUCK YOU!!!
just when i thought things were getting better...i thought i'd be ok. i want to fucking die. i can't handle this anymore.
i wake up to...
"judzon wake up...lola is dead..."
why is all the worse shit happening when i need to fucking focus?!?!?!?
i want to give up...
is anyone there? anyone at all?!?!?
i don't have it in me anymore... guys i've never been so scared...
i'm so sick of crying...
i can't believe that there are people who call times like this a test from God. they truly believe God is testing you! ugh...how fucking sick and twisted is that? i hate your God.
i wake up to...
"judzon wake up...lola is dead..."
why is all the worse shit happening when i need to fucking focus?!?!?!?
i want to give up...
is anyone there? anyone at all?!?!?
i don't have it in me anymore... guys i've never been so scared...
i'm so sick of crying...
i can't believe that there are people who call times like this a test from God. they truly believe God is testing you! ugh...how fucking sick and twisted is that? i hate your God.